Entry #65

well. i lowkey took 6 edible gummies like a day ago. got greened out. worst experience of my worthless life. everything in my room smells like vomit, i have to wash my bedsheets, couldnt eat anything without throwing it up for a while, couldnt even stand properly. had to go to five below and wendys yesterday and it literally felt like a dream and i barely even remember it. i just remember being so fucking high that i couldnt move my body, having to call my friend because i started fucking tweaking out and wasnt able to comprehend what was real, vomited all over my bed, got up after trying to understand what just happened and then hurried to the bathroom, vomited more in the sink and saw the gummies i tried to eat mixed with fucking summer sausage, came back to my fucking room and collapsed on my knees against the edge of my bed and just sat there while vomiting for a while, heard my friend yelling my name and then tried to get back up and collapsed in this random ass chair in my room and just kept vomiting on my floor HELLO. i finally get up, clean off my bed, and made sure to lay on my stomach before going to sleep. it was so fucking weird. like as i was texting my friend it was like as if he was trapped in my phone and it felt like i was reading a book and predicting what he was saying, and then when i was sat in the chair my thoughts just kept racing incoherently and i couldnt have one clear thought which made everything physically hurt worse, and then the next day i drank some tea to get rid of the vomit taste in my mouth and i come downstairs to eat breakfast and i throw up all in front of my mom. WHY ME GOD. then i threw up my breakfast in the wendys parking lot. and then i went home and literally passed out on my bed. what the hell is my life bro. 4/10 experience, might never touch weed ever again and stick to thc vapes. felt like i was in a horror game.