Entry #69

ah yes, my favorite number. anyway, ive been alright recently. i mean i get really pissed off here and there, but nothing necessarily ruining my entire life. besides the whole laptop thing. i still dont really know what to do with it since i really dont want to take it to get fixed because im really anxious, but i really miss my laptop,,, so i still have to decide soon. im trying to clean up my room a bit so that i can enjoy my life, but im just dreading it so much. its like no matter how bad i want to, i just cant bring myself to do it. i feel so lazy and so disgusting, but im so tired to the point that i dont even care anymore. after writing this im going to try to clean up a bit and stuff, but i doubt itll last long.