"for so long I've been nothing but a scope behind a rifle..."
he/him greek + roman
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Category: Life
Today is going well. Friend texted me to ask if I wanted to work with him on this video game in development. Not allowed to say much since I have to sign a NDA soon, but I talked to one of the developers about getting set up and I'm about to be set up with the main producer to sign the NDA and get more information about the game and my position. Everyone is like, grown though besides my friend so ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
im constantly tired. made about 20-30 bucks within this week though from cleaning as much as i could. still need to clean more, wish i just had a fucking vacuum. everything in my house is so fucking disgusting i just want to get rid of everything. we have so much junk that no one wants to get rid of. my grandma is gonna have a garage sale soon, so im gonna sneak things from my house and take it ov... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
i saw this video come up on my fyp on tiktok last night being like "glad im a hellenic polytheist so i dont have to worry about the gods watching me when i jerk off" and i left a comment being like "yeah i use it as a devotional act for dionysus" which is true sometimes aphrodite as well. then i get a few smooth brain replies being like "erm, thats not!" like shut the fuck up bro who the fuck actu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i love pulling my hair out. not like big chunks, but like my neck hair. i cant stop just twisting them and then ripping them out. it feels good for some reason. i usually do it when i wear a ponytail and cant get all of my hair in it. it hurts a bit but then i just keep doing it and i cant stop. i dont know if thats normal, probably not, but i just wanted to talk about it. my neck feels so sore an... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
yesterday was nice. i got to go to the dollar tree with my family and get a bunch of snacks and drinks, and then we pirated the minecraft movie to watch together. the movie lowkey fucking sucked im gonna be real but it sucked in like the best way possible. like it was so bad and corny that i enjoyed it. we're gonna make dyed devilled eggs for easter, which is cool. im getting this boy more into fu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
ok this bouta be so tmi and cringe but holy fuck he makes me so horny bro im about to lose my mind i cant talk to him without just instantly wishing i was fucking this man im gonna die. i have never felt such an attraction to another person in my entire life i dont even know what i want to do to him or if i want him to do things to me im so lost yet i just know im yearning. its always the little t... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
my dad isnt mad anymore and actually fixed my door, i think he was just having a bad day that day since he never really does that to me. im not mad because i act the same way so i understand. pretty sure hes gonna get me a switch 2 for my birthday in a few months so im kind of excited. all of my drawings havent been the best recently and its sort of bumming me out, but they arent god awful so im n... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
life is in an awkward spot right now. decided to try and take different methods of taking my anger out on things as i decided to try using smash bros as an outlet. i know it sounds corny and stuff, but its actually really helpful. and also dead or alive, i think just fighting games in general help me. overwatch sometimes, but most of the time it just makes me even more angry. but i was talking to ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
sometimes it feels like im genuinely just the most hateful person on the planet. i think the only word i say more times in a day than fuck is hate. all i do is just hate on everything. i hate this, i hate that, i hate them, im just so full of hatred. get it ? but yeah. its like i cant ever just be in peace and it genuinely makes me upset which makes me even more hateful and angry. thats all i ever... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i dont really know what im here for this time. i feel like i have so much to say yet not enough consciousness to know what to say or how to say it. my life feels like its at an awkward stage right now. having fun, revisiting old things i used to love, my heart being warmed up again by him, it all just feels so nice and calm, but it feels like something is off. like something is bound to happen and... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
going 2 the dentist today, soo excited. i am probably gonna get a root canal or just a bunch of fillings this time, so happy yeyyy!!1! i straightened my hair today and it looks so fried i luv it so much, i found these random gucci pants in my closet but my family is like middle class so i definitely think theyre fake but likeee... theyre lowkey still fire so im gunna wear them with my evangelion s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
finally got my laptop fixed LFG. waited an entire month bro i was gonna lose it. got my worthless laptop out of a bitlocker and then the audio still didnt work which was the problem in the first place, then it was the speakers themselves that blew out so i had to trade it in. at least it wuz freeeee... got some red hair dye yesterday, hopefully it turns out well? idk, i dont mind if it doesnt sinc... » Continue Reading
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