Entry #76

my dad isnt mad anymore and actually fixed my door, i think he was just having a bad day that day since he never really does that to me. im not mad because i act the same way so i understand. pretty sure hes gonna get me a switch 2 for my birthday in a few months so im kind of excited. all of my drawings havent been the best recently and its sort of bumming me out, but they arent god awful so im not too mad at myself. a bunch of zero day stuff is popping up in my pinterest and its making me wanna die since i hate anything to do with true crime, and its making adam lanza stuff pop up as well and its freaking me out and it makes me feel like i genuinely cannot escape it. no matter if i hit not interested it just never goes away. ill be fine though. just a stupid fucking dead guy, who cares? he might have ruined my life, but its not ruined for good. i hate tcc and i hate everything to do with tcc, i wish it wasnt normalized. and that the people who actually like it in a weird way and dont care about the victims should genuinely get help. apollo, heal my wounds until they are no more.