Entry #77

ok this bouta be so tmi and cringe but holy fuck he makes me so horny bro im about to lose my mind i cant talk to him without just instantly wishing i was fucking this man im gonna die. i have never felt such an attraction to another person in my entire life i dont even know what i want to do to him or if i want him to do things to me im so lost yet i just know im yearning. its always the little things that mess me up too like him saying my voice is perfect and calling me his knight just fucking shave me bald and fuck me bruh im tired of my worthless gay baka life i didnt even know i could feel like this towards another person, let alone another man. oh my FUCKING GOD i just texted him joking about his attractions and he said he only likes the things he likes because they look like me eughueghhghhh..... tears in my eyes bro why did i have to be attracted to boys i wish i just liked girls why did i have to end up being gay for a boy that dont even want me bruh just fucking frot with me already