Adding or changing anything to my layout is so fun. It's become a hobby at this point. I mix and match stuff from existing layouts (and commenting that I'll use said stuff ofc), add or remove them from my profile as I see fit and repeat. It's like being a kid again but instead of mixing and matching clothes, I do it with codes. It's so fucking fun, it's actually ridiculous. » Continue Reading
Training myself to not cry was, by far, the shittiest decision I've ever made. Everytime I feel like crying, nothing comes out. I don't even feel that foreboding ache and soreness that comes with the early onset of a cry. Literally nothing happens. My body does not respond. I admit that I was such a fucking crybaby a few years ago but come on. This is just too much. I wanted to be able to control ... » Continue Reading
Yeah, I didn't get to finish the movie. Our internet decided to be shitty and made the movie choppy and just overall unwatchable. I'm gonna continue watching it tomorrow ugh. » Continue Reading
I am a bit confused on what's happened so far in Secrets of Dumbledore. BUT I'm not any less interested. I'm quite excited for the party/ball part. » Continue Reading
The sheer amount of things that can happen in less than a month is mind-boggling. It's like instead of simply flipping the calendar over to the next month, I stepped through a threshold to a whole new world. One week I'm happy, thriving even, with my good grades, great teachers, and good shows (Hannibal and Sherlock during that time if I remember correctly), then the next I'm practically dragging ... » Continue Reading
Since I was a child, it was like every event in my life related to my future wanted me to end up in Psychology. One of my aunts told me to take it so I could get a relatively easy job in HR. My junior high school years were spent thinking over which strand I should take in senior high school. Of course, I chose Humanities and Social Sciences. It was almost like fate that I end up in Psychology and... » Continue Reading
I hated my last school. Keyword, "hated", because I don't anymore. A year too late that is. During my first year at that school, it was like getting pushed into the darkness and struggling to find the light switch. I looked down on people from that school even though I hadn't meant too. I was so attached to the idea that I resented that place that it infested how I saw the genuinely good friends t... » Continue Reading
I haven't had a crush in several years now, since my best friend if I remember correctly. I already told him about a year ago and was a bit flattered by the fact that he was oblivious to me liking him for a long time. But since then, I haven't had a real genuine liking to any guy I've met. Sure, I have celebrity crushes like Kit Connor and whatnot but people that I actually know personally? No, no... » Continue Reading
First things first, I don't like pity. Not from myself or anyone else. But I do admit that it has a bit of a kick to it sometimes. I pitied myself a week and a half ago after experiencing some of the worst group activities I've ever had the misfortune to experience in my life, so I said yes when my aunt asked me if I would come with her for an outing. The pity itself was just an appetizer. The out... » Continue Reading
So. Let's talk Hannigram for a few minutes. It's definitely my most favorite ship by far, partly because Hannibal and Will were such good characters and they were written well, and mainly because I wasn't queerbaited. I don't know if it has something to do with my being straight or how shitty media can be sometimes that I was elated to finally find a show that went through with an LGBT ship. I'd h... » Continue Reading