thirty or so days

The sheer amount of things that can happen in less than a month is mind-boggling.


It's like instead of simply flipping the calendar over to the next month, I stepped through a threshold to a whole new world. One week I'm happy, thriving even, with my good grades, great teachers, and good shows (Hannibal and Sherlock during that time if I remember correctly), then the next I'm practically dragging myself through every day with shitty blockmates and questionable teachers (either too strict, too lazy, or a bit confused with what they're doing). My grades and the shows that I'm watching are still stellar though (Heartstopper and Our Flag means Death quite literally helped drag me through every week of April). Now it's the middle of May and nothing much has changed. I'm still not happy about my current academic status, at least socially. OFMD keeps me busy though, goody.

I can't really say this enough but I really REALLY miss February and March. Everything was near perfect during those months. April decided to fuck me up and May doesn't even care enough to throw anything at me. Not yet, maybe. We still have two weeks to go. That being said, one of the things that are keeping me sane these past few days is the fact that it's just less than a month before I'm finally finished with all this shit. No more projects, no more shitty classmates, no more unnecessary stress for the next several weeks. You know, I never really felt this excited about summer before. College really fucks you up that way, huh. Or makes you appreciate the things you never did as much more.

Anyway, ciao for now. It's been days since I last posted but whatever. If I don't get to be socially successful I might as well keep my grades afloat. Or else everything would be for naught.


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