roughly a bit over a week ago, I decided to being learning Japanese! There's so much and I'm still learning my hiragana. I think I have a decent amount of my base versions down ie と but I don't have many of the other pronounciations ie ど. I'll work hard every day! If anyone want's to be friends or do some language exchange please reach out!! » Continue Reading
I wanna wear subcul jirai for the winter bc lolita only has skirts and skirts are banned during the winter. I don't go to clubs. I don't drink. I don't smoke. I don't date. Oh but I do have mental health issues and an interesting home life... I have a vtuber Oshi but not irl oshis. I don't have any itabags either... but still I wanna try subcul out. Please tell me if it's not okay. I don't wanna c... » Continue Reading
I'm referring to the fashion. Anyways I as a member of the lolita community don't quite get it but every time it comes around I hear about it from lolitas everywhere! I don't quite get why though. Does anyone know why? My com has at least one meet scheduled for it and I see it on various lolitas social media as well! » Continue Reading
She did not dream of retirement. No she dreamed of working until the day she died. I'd fantasize majority of the day of working a 9 to 5 with overtime. sometimes a scientist, sometimes a book seller, often a maid cafe worker. There were a lot of aspirations I had. Like being a ballerina or a model! (Modeling agencies often tried to requit child me fresh out of the knotts berry farm gates bc I wen... » Continue Reading
I'm not sure why but if I l allow myself to remain hungry for a few hours I begin to feel like vomiting. Hence why I snack periodically but recently I've been trying to cut out snacking sm bc it upsets my mom (DW I'm underweight so it's not like a weight issue) and I can bear with mild hunger but the feeling of almost vommiting is horrid. Does anyone know how to get rid of it without eating?? » Continue Reading
I have an irl com but it isn't very active online so I was wondering if there were any groups here? I'd love to join if there are any! » Continue Reading
Okay so for context, I was kinda conflicted so I put this on Reddit during class and some people were saying I came off as homophobic or were being like 'it was confomration bias !" anyways I titled it " » Continue Reading
I was supposed to be on a no buy bc I'm broke. (I've got like 20$ to my name. ) and like I opened 42 lolita and saw so many cat prints. When it comes to AP I can talk myself out of stuff bc several hundred for a single dress I might outgrow? (Prob not but it stops me so whatever) . Anyways 42lolita needs to stop releasing such irresistible prints in front of someone that doesn't have the money to ... » Continue Reading
Okay so on my latest video I got a comment calling it '3rd degree cringe' and I replied asking why they thought that right, their reasoning was insane work. Mostly the last one. Their first one was calling me wearing a mask cringe, plenty of YouTubers have done that + I wear it for internet privacy so idrk what's cringe abt being safe but okay? Their second reason was calling cosplay cringe (I was... » Continue Reading
Yesterday I saw feeling SUPERR tired when I got home! I thought 'maybe it's bc of therapy?' so I laid in bed for a few hours. Yet for some reason, I didn't feel any less tired. Sure I didn't sleep but I typically recover HP by laying in bed for a while! And then it hit me. I hadn't eaten anything since the morning! It wasn't really intentional though! I had riceballs + miso soup in the morning and... » Continue Reading
I've been looking around but can't find any of her on dokidoki ! I'm not sure what websites would be trust worthy and I can't just give up on this cosplay since it's a duo cosplay with a friend!! » Continue Reading
To clarify, I hate the professional type. yk where I'm stuck in an office with a professional. And you might be wondering, 'if you hate it so much just don't go' I wish I could just not go. BUT my mom won't let me quit. I hate my current therapist more than I usually do as well but my mom likes her bc she 'pushes you' YEAH SHE PUSHES ME TO CRYING?? HOW IS THAT USEFUL? I do NOT wanna go to therapy ... » Continue Reading