To clarify, I hate the professional type. yk where I'm stuck in an office with a professional. And you might be wondering, 'if you hate it so much just don't go' I wish I could just not go. BUT my mom won't let me quit. I hate my current therapist more than I usually do as well but my mom likes her bc she 'pushes you' YEAH SHE PUSHES ME TO CRYING?? HOW IS THAT USEFUL? I do NOT wanna go to therapy tmmrw. I have to go twice a week. once individual and once family. My memory gets basically wiped when someones like 'name one instance' so family therapy is really just my mother aring her greivences that I've heard a million times !! !
Anyways last time I went the therapist literally brought up things I do not wanna talk abt. Like she'd see me get upset and respond less and she'd keep pushing??? Like she brought up almost everything that I avoid at once? And thought I was going to open up ? Like no bro??? AND then she asked abt smth that was REALLY fresh and NEW bc there's a lot going on in my life but it was smth new right? Bc I accidently mentioned it offhandedly trying to divert the attention from something that'd make me mentally worse to even think about for too long right? Because she wasn't letting up. And then we moved on...right? and like 5 minutes later she brought it up and I was like "that's my business" and stopped talking and she moved on for 2 minutes before rephrasing it and asking again??? I ended up mentioning how I did NOT wanna do therapy And she was like 'you need these skills!' NO lady no I do NOT. I will be just fine without therapy. So I was like 'I'm fine with what I've got" and she was like "if you were you wouldn't wanna..." I'm not adding that part bc rules but who js bring that up? Like thanks for reminding me that I'm that way when I didn't wanna at the moment?? bringing that to the forefront of my mind is sooo kind of you! "You don't open up to others much " Erm actually I DO. I will literally spill to anyone as long as it's not a therapist and I'm not being pressured and they aren't judging chat. She keeps making assumptions abt me and not letting me correct them either. SHES NOT EVENF ULLY LISCENSED. SHES IN TRAINING.
Anyways I hate therapy. The end. Thanks for reading, have a lovely day!!

I hate therapy.
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berns
jesus christ a therapist pushes you to cry? thats horrible therapy shouldn't be that way at all and its speaking from my own personal experience as well. i hope you get a better therapist soon because you deserve it.
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