I desire more money for egl..

I was supposed to be on a no buy bc I'm broke. (I've got like 20$ to my name. ) and like I opened 42 lolita and saw so many cat prints. When it comes to AP I can talk myself out of stuff bc several hundred for a single dress I might outgrow? (Prob not but it stops me so whatever) . Anyways 42lolita needs to stop releasing such irresistible prints in front of someone that doesn't have the money to buy anything T^T