19 year old evil and fucked up gamer from finland :P
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Category: Life
So i was thinking about how many drink companies are kinda horrible, this was mainly brought to my mind because i enjoy a crisp energy drink every now and then, but my preferred drink is partially owned by coca cola, so i don't really fuck with that, so i was thinking "can i make my own delicious caffeinated health hazard?" probably yes! I'm a bit of a chemistry nerd, and my entire family has dabb... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Just an unorganized list of random stuff i've wanted over the years 1 Treehouse 2 Secret room in my house 3 Canopy bed 4 Greenhouse 5 A renovated home 6 Tarantula 7 A car that fits all my friends 8 Gaming and collection room 9 Spaceship 10 Plane 11 Mech (this is genuinely like the number one thing i need) 12 Slightly larger apartment that i can fully customize 13 The ability to shape shift (t » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Went to get mail super late, got caught in a horrible downpour, took refuge under an awning on a random street. The church is going haywire, it's not on the hour idk why the bells are going off, it's like right next to me as well so it's pretty loud. I feel like a small creature hiding under a toadstool rn, it's so cold and i'm all wet :((( The bells are still going, it's been like a minute, and ... » Continue Reading
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I have a mission, and that is to install shelves into my room and house! I am specifically referring to wall shelves, the ones held by screws. My only problem is my lack of power tools and the price of shelves (i know you can diy that stuff, but finding materials i approve of was difficult, and i had put this project on the back burner for this) but yesterday when i was going out with my date, i s... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
(ok i'm just gonna put a thing here, idk if dissociation stuff or something akin to that can make people uncomfortable, but better safe than sorry, this does go into a bit of detail, so proceed with caution ig?) I have 3 diagnosed disorders, only two can be medicated, and all require therapy. Guess who is given meds for only one of those and therapy for none :') So i have antidepressants, which wo... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Finland turned 108 today! I didn't really do anything special for the occasion, i did see friends and played dnd, this session was a bit depressing, the arc had a bittersweet ending and undoomed yuri, so it was peak :D Mandatory life update, I've been seeing someone for a bit, she's nice, nothing official going on yet, but we'll see. I'm gonna go spend the weekend at my dad's place next week, and ... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
So for a while now, i've wanted to get some tattoos... but i have been putting it off because of the pain and costs. Now i feel like i could actually get some, since i'm pretty resilient apparently and also swimming in it (not really, kinda unstable financial situation atm but there's no better time to spend money than when you got none) I have a few specific ones and then one that i need to think... » Continue Reading
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This is gonna get a bit sad an pathetic probably but idc at this point. I genuinely hate when i just get this feeling of just wanting to be held. Hey that's pretty normal right, most people like physical contact like that, it's reassuring and calming. But for me specifically i want to be held by one of my parents, i don't care which one, probably mom, i feel like she didn't really do that much whe... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
So life's not going great, like usual. But i started thinking about it, and i genuinely don't know if it's my fault. Everyone else recovers at some point, and they have something that drives them forward, something they like and care about. I guess i have that as well? But it's always drowned out by indifference, i am not a nihilist, and the concept of giving up disgusts me. But i'm so tired, and ... » Continue Reading
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I have chronic allergies that cause something akin to very mild flu symptoms and skin irritation, but it usually goes away after i take my desloratadine. Although the skin irritation doesn't really go away, it's just less itchy. This all started at some point when i was really young and as long as i can remember i've had eczema, the severity varied depending on what was going on in my life and sea... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
So i got the new pokemon legends game pretty much when it came out, and i am surprised that i'm actually having fun. Of course it's plagued by the usual issues that modern pokemon games have aka the lack of funds and development time, but this one fixed what i didn't like about pretty much the core mechanic of pokemon, and that was fighting and catching. Which probably sounds stupid to most becaus... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
So i'm the type of guy who doesn't really replay games, so i usually pick games that have a gameplay loop intead so i don't get bored after the story. This is probably the reason i'm not super into story games and opt to watch a playthrough instead. But here i am, playing grounded again, with a different friend this time :D » Continue Reading
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