"contemplating and thinking selfish thoughts"
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I mourn the loss of my friend and I want to reward myself with a little puff puff but the puff puff isn't a reward anymore. I don't know what to reward myself with, but I feel like I've earned one. Not candy or sweets. I feel like I'm going to gain 700 lbs from quitting nicotine. I got a promotion at work today. I interviewed for it and everything. My boss pulled me to the side and said congratula... » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Mourning the loss of a relationship I've had for years, thinking if I make it through the day tomorrow will be easier, but I want to be with my friend so fucking bad. I keep getting near physical aches of wanting and not having. I set a stopwatch. I started it when I got home yesterday and immediately dug through my room trying to find any last vape or pod. I set the timer because it's like girl..... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
We've all seen the high school coming of age story. We've even seen some good early twenties movies. What I haven't seen is the hits of the mid twenties, when you still feel like a kid but the burdens of being an American citizen hit almost all at once. Student loans isn't a problem to worry about later, it's happening now. For the past two years I've been very consistent. My college years are be... » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
I had a mental relapse and all the progress I made towards getting a fucking life was hit pretty bad. No more creativity, no more thoughts, no more great opinions. Just a bit low. Maybe it is the weather. Need to force myself to draw to keep up my good habits. Bought my last pack of pods. All bad habits are going in el garbage » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Happy Autumn! I guess it's time to rewatch Gilmore Girls!!!!! I hate Gilmore Girls. I hate the show, I hate the characters, I hate the lazy writing in later seasons, I hate that they constantly talk about food and are never eating it. Yet every few years I revisit this show for my hate-watching pleasure and I will say, it definitely brings comfort to me but holy shit the last few seasons are so ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Books and Stories
The movie is perfect in every way and the book is basically the movie plus more! yay for bonus features! » Continue Reading
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
I had to google what my instagram bio was because I could not remember when I put it there or to what is was referencing to as it turned out it was from this video of bam from jackass asking his dad what his favorite color was and h » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
The roof is fixed and it smells so bad. I fear for my life and my cat's lungs. Need to take them out so they don't have to smell how awful it is. I locked us in my room with the air purifier blasting and the window open but it still smells so bad! Their poor noses! It's the type of smell that penetrates into your nose hairs and makes your chest hurt because lungs aren't supposed to breath in this ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Not to out myself but I work 8 1/2 hours Monday through Friday and have an estimated 2 hours of actual work that needs to be done. My team and I have been completing all of our work by around 12, meaning I have approximately three and a half hours to do whatever I want (within reason) before I have to clock out. For the last few weeks, I've been going on walks and finding locations to sit and draw... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
This is in no particular order 1) Waiting at the phone store trying to switch phones or carriers 2) The DMV to renew a license 3) The ER waiting room when you have an ailment 4) Waiting to speak to a real person when calling customer service. Having to endure all of the prerecorded bullshit just to know what buttons to press to be able to talk to someone. 5) Waiting in line behind someone that i... » Continue Reading
Category: Books and Stories
If JK Rowling released an extended copy of the first three HP books (making them like 400+ pages each) I would buy the shit out of it. Fuck JK Rowling » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Me and my girl parted ways today. She came into my life when I needed her the most and I'm okay now! Never had a positive experience with therapy, but when I was down bad I knew I needed help and she picked me up. Every week we had a check in until I got her voice stuck in my head. I am now able to know when things are too big for me and I need to walk away. Self regulation. I had to walk away fr... » Continue Reading
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