whew its been a long time since ive blogged, but maybe i will more now that i know nobody will read it. lots has happened since ive last written. I turned 18, i figured out that im a lesbian, i graduated highschool, i decided not to go to college, i changed my career path, i went on a blocking spree and ended a lot of friendships, and im starting culinary school for baking and pastry this coming j... » Continue Reading
its been an insanely long week. we had monday off bc of the burst pipe in the B wing, and its been half days all week but im fucking exhausted. i cant handle it. GMCs were yesterday, and for whatever reason it took SEVEN FUCKING HOURS. WHY. and the meet today got moved AGAIN. extending the season AGAIN. im so tired. and im still angry. im so fucking angry all the time now and i hate it. i try to c... » Continue Reading
i could not give even a third of a shit if somebody dislikes me because of something i did yk i can be a big girl and handle when somebody has it out for me since middle school because im irritating. what the fuck ever but i can absolu » Continue Reading
its noon now, its been snowing all night and morning. i think its like 5 inches out there? im listening to kacey musgraves right now. i love kacey musgraves. about my blog last night, i think i might delete it LOL. maybe im just self sabotaging again. i was fine for a while but ive been in a mood again the past few days. it was mostly frustration because at JV GMCs i was talking to laila sophie li... » Continue Reading
i am sitting in gym class. 8th period. 8/8! i have swim practice after this...very excited. i love spacehey. blogging is my passion! » Continue Reading
i m in jewelry with gabe right now, SO TERUE. gabe do you have something to say? i do not, but to those who read this. thats it i have nothing else. i am thrilled that sh isnt blocked by our school, SEW TRUE. anyway, 3rd period is about to end. PEACE! » Continue Reading
i wonder if some of my friends think im joking when i say im gonna be a movie star. im sure they all believe me when i say im gonna do standup, because they know i write jokes and they know im funny. but im serious! its been my thing since i was a little kid, and im not switching up on myself now. i convinced myself for a long while that it wasnt worth it, and that i was never gonna actually make ... » Continue Reading
i just got home from delicious orchards. i die! their chocolate sugar cookies are to DIE for i want my christmas cookies to be just like them. i also got their regular sugar cookies, i cant remember if ive ever tried them. we got a pie and a hat for my sister and french bread and biscuits. im in love! im listening to it will come back by hozier right now but we listened to a bunch of music in the ... » Continue Reading
i wanna have a crush on someone. its been so long! i wanna feel some butterflies ykwim? plus most of my friends r in relationships and on one hand im kinda jelly but on the other half of yall seem miserable LMAO. emilly and nev are adorbbsssss tho i die for them together. i have little crush moments, like when i see yall-know-who in the halls. he really has phenomenal facial structure. and hes so ... » Continue Reading
did i ever mention how much i love taylor swift? she dropped red tv today and im in lurve. my favorite vault track is nothing new because phoebe bridgers is on it and i DIE for feeb. i love her sm. today was kinda weird, but this whole week was. i got my senior pictures back and im really happy with them! i think i look very pretty :) my friends say they think so too. divya, emilly, and jill all s... » Continue Reading