anger!!

i could not give even a third of a shit if somebody dislikes me because of something i did yk i can be a big girl and handle when somebody has it out for me since middle school because im irritating. what the fuck ever but i can absolutely NOT handle when somebody doesnt like me because somebody said something false about me lord god it makes my blood fucking boil and i cant sit still when i think about it. who fucking cares if jesse avoids my entire existence because i was annoying in 7th grade history but to know that people like prachi are hesitant to even talk to me because she was #bffs4L with angel and he had to let everybody and their fucking mom how much he hated me makes me so fucking MAD i nearly black out and this isnt about prachi specifically shes just an example of so many fucking people that i can think back to not liking me because my ex boyfriend had to tell everybody he fucking knew what a huge slut i am. its so fucking insulting to be fucking dragged to death by a man you didnt do SHIT TOOOOOOOOO oh my fucking god i wanna hurt somebody for putting me thru that cause what the fuck did i do to deserve that. like look me in my eyes and tell me why i needed to be humiliated by a fucking TROMBONE PLAYER IN THE FUKCING MARCHING BAND like im a fucking loser or something. i wanna hurt somebody it makes me so fucking mad