movie stardom

i wonder if some of my friends think im joking when i say im gonna be a movie star. im sure they all believe me when i say im gonna do standup, because they know i write jokes and they know im funny. but im serious! its been my thing since i was a little kid, and im not switching up on myself now. i convinced myself for a long while that it wasnt worth it, and that i was never gonna actually make it..but i still held on. i just needed a minute to relocate my heart and soul, cause i shoved it into some corner and completely lost it! a tragedy! middle school was rough. when i was very little, ms phee said i should either be an actress or a doctor. an actress because i was very dramatic, and a doctor because i have terrible hand writing. nobody is going to dull my sparkle!