"your so god damn pathetic "
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I sound almost pitiful writing about you , we have been broken apart for how long again ? It's almost like everytime I push myself away from you I get more drawn into you there's something about you that I don't know but keeps drawing me in more and more intensive then each day . Why though? It wasn't anything special. We changed pictures, would stay on call nightly, was it your voice that kept me... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's been a month since I've done a lil blog or vent /rant , I still find a way to ruin everything either being with someone who genuinely wanted to try with me or just in general. I mess up hella with mes where I don't even think I could patch that at all we couldn't even try n be friends again , hope he knows I still support his music though regardless. I've told him I'm sorry but he can't even ... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Даже если я всё ещё причиняю тебе боль, я всё ещё люблю тебя. Прости, что причинила тебе боль. Всё, чего я хотела, — быть более независимой. Я никогда не хотела идти по этому пути. Я хотела казаться взрослой и могу позаботиться о себе без твоей помощи. Но я веду себя глупо, как будто всё могу сделать сама. Теперь тебя нет, и я не знаю, что делать. Я потеряна. Мне скучно без тебя. Я снова много вып... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
You think if I killed myself you'd care more ? Your so distant as well the little things and stopped caring anymore about me. why your distant tho I have yet to know why , you refuse to tell me anything or let alone have a simple Convo anymore about your day or if your ok anything at all you refuse to start a Convo or try to have one . And it's not cause your busy I catch you daily scrolling liki... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've had it still stuck in my head about everything and I keep thinking is there really a point anymore ? What am I trying to prove anymore and why am I trying to prove something just cause I need to feel validated and make sure people know everything isn't true when all it does is cause more drama , all that matters is deep down I and it's ok if only I know that I'm not the person that was made o... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I don't know exactly. 19 next month still homeless with no job , every place is part time in Ohio . I can't tell real from fake either now so I have to pull my skin to even know if I'm awake or if I'm a real person daily . I seen your last video . You was with her . I cried the whole time I seen that then just thought about the times and everything you did to me . It's so ..odd to say the least. » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I say I don't care about what you do daily but yet here I am stalking you seeing what your doing . When I told your current girl that you drunk texted me at the time I genuinely didn't care and I wasn't trying to break you two up , I could care less tbh . But why do I care now ? I seen you met her in person and aren't online now , why does this bother me so much when you aren't mines you'll never ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I never thought what was said or fakely made up about someone could genuinely ruin someone's life or whole image towards many people till that day happened to me . You can't defend yourself your voice doesn't matter so don't prove a point . I've been trying to prove people wrong for almost a few weeks now close to a month about everything, the person who made them claims vanished quicker then he d... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Hi I'm astro you may know me by that name or yng astro , Asura , or even my gov name Sonjia . I won't lie I'm not at all the best person or mentally always fully here , I tend to lash out on people or do thinks without thinking beforehand cause 1 I don't think about consequences and 2 unlike you I don't have a consciousness or really feel emotional/ emotion when stuff happens I don't know how to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Crazy . Turning 20 when I first met you and I didn't even know you as a person that well you were just someone I seen as a cool person so odd how time flys by . Little over almost a year now knowing you and over that short amount of time so much has happened not to just me but you as well and getting to know you, we don't talk anymore but I still see from a distance if your ok and check on you thr... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I think I came to terms that overall I'm not a good person , I cant show love for one another being a friend s/o or even a family member or talking stage I shut down everytime or self destruct and crash out on everyone. Its came to a point to where I'm like wtrv about everything now which I think has helped a little though to a point . I stopped drinking which I don't think has helped much I was w... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Currently for almost two weeks now have been living in Ohio I don't enjoy it much here there's nothing to offer from here as well as everything is 3-5hrs away for a job and I've already applied to the two places near me . I was told living here is temporarily though and to not stress it that much that it'll be ok and I'll be back in Detroit soon , highly doubt though both me n my mom dea broke and... » Continue Reading
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