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Skel passed today. And I'll be honest i haven't felt this wave of mixed emotions since my friend Romero passed Abt 5ish years ago . I even feel worse cause the last message I ever got from him was him saying how I was talented with my art and honestly look at that now is enough to make me cry . The even worse part about all this is I KNOW he was doing better with all the drugs trying to sober up ,... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I'm going on a little adventure well not really I'll just use that as the term for what I'm about to do so yeah :3 I woke up this morning around 6:02am today and I felt instantly sick like my stomach was hurting like I was almost on my period as well as this might be TMI but important context but I'll just say "down there" hurt a little and felt numb as well before anything is said I don't engage ... » Continue Reading
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My birthday is in like 3 months don't know how to really feel to be honest nor do I think I care much. I think I always grew up with crappy birthday parties or everything turns to hell that day to where I'm at the point of just not caring . However I am excited to get another tat and hopefully get my hand tat fixed , I'm looking to maybe a yonder over wonder tat as well as a anti eyebrow dermal :... » Continue Reading
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Today is Easter I don't really celebrate it not just cause I'm Hindu but due to the fact that every holiday is depressing for me cause I get reminded that I never have family to celebrate with and never will . I was however yesterday invited to my roommates family Easter and was supposed to go but come to find out none of my roommates here even liked me in the first place so they didn't bother to ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Been a lil min since I wrote a blog or yapped tbh and that's because I've been a lil me trip . Be less active online and only really text by number although I still have insta and cord downloaded it's just not used at all like that anymore . It's kind of better this way tbh , I don't worry about much and it clears up my mind not only from past stuff but life in gen it's nice , however it doesn't c... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
To be loved isn't to mess around. It isn't to go from one person to person Its not "fall in love" with the first person who treats you like a normal person It to feel comfortable in ones arms , to be able to open up about any little problem and for them to confront you . To be loved isn't to go from one person to another quickly it's ok if you can't let go but at some period of time stop sulki... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Boy oh boy where do I even begin. Duke... honey, my pookie bear. I have loved you ever since I first laid eyes on you. The way you drive into the paint and strike fear into your enemies eyes. Your silky smooth touch around the mic, and that gorgeous smile. I would do anything for you. I wish it were possible to freeze time so I would never have to watch you get into a car crash again. You had a ro... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I don't even know what to blog for today, supposed to do daily blogs but ain't nun to write about. I guess I could yap about how it's been recently? But I feel like nobody would enjoy that oh well though. Recently I've applied to 400 places not counting the places I've called with up to no luck , there's not a lot of fast food places near us either which sucks cause I've already called and applie... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
Is it bad people come to me and update me on you ? I recently got asked who Zoe is but I didn't think too much as you said you were not ready for a relationship. I don't know what Inside of me today told me to but I decided to investigate from afar I suppose and I found out it's his new GF . I'm not even hurt that he moved on I mean yes and no of that makes sense? But the main reason I'm hurt is d... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Why do I carry it on with nasir ? I can't have a normal Convo without him saying something and being reminded "yeah I act a certain we due to him" but he has hurt me I mean kind of but he showed I guess actual love and interest. All this is stupid to hold onto and if I do hold onto it that'll be on my own time and in private not where anyone else knows , no blogs , no venting , nothing . I did me... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I've known him for a solid 2 and a half yearsish now , slim guy , dreads , piercings , tats everywhere, makes music . We are friends I think ? I'm unsure he says he cares about me though but I don't know to be honest lulz . There's something about him though that kind of oddly always drew me in though? I'm unsure how I feel on him all I know is it isn't bad at all it's kind of in the middle but th... » Continue Reading
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