rahim

I sound almost pitiful writing about you , we have been broken apart for how long again ? It's almost like everytime I push myself away from you I get more drawn into you there's something about you that I don't know but keeps drawing me in more and more intensive then each day . Why though? It wasn't anything special. We changed pictures, would stay on call nightly, was it your voice that kept me coming back ? I found it rather attractive but even so I don't think that's it at all.  I try to talk to others but they don't get it either . 

I have all the love letters with no address still hidden in my room know well they were once addressed to you once upon a time , drawings , things I bought for you , I had everything setup for what I was going to give you when we had our date but that day will never come even if it were to be in another life time . 

I do really hope your well though, last time we spoke you got glasses , started talking to someone new and seemed very happy . You even started looking into new jobs but the one thing you told me about was how you were starting to take things seriously. Once upon a time the old you would never care , laugh at someone when they are trying to talk to you but now you are trying to listen and actually understand. You told me how your going to be 21 soon and how this little act you have can't keep up like this as it's rude and immature of you , I stated I was proud of your growth and we left it at that to never speak again .

I hope your well as in present day (currently) , I hope your mental better as well as I hope the new woman your with or talking to is treating you well .