maciel

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"watch my skin erupt in a CYNTHONI of flames."

19, brazilian demi boy, web dev, sonic

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hey, do you also fucking hate editing your profile? (codeSpace announcement)

Category: SpaceHey

well fear not. i made something cool. Introducing codeSpace. A SpaceHey code editor. check it out here!! » Continue Reading

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i love my friends so much

Category: Friends

guys i am literally crying as i write this for so long, even though i had "groups" of friends, i never actually had a friend in which i actually had deep feelings on. for so long, i never liked what i saw when i looked at myself on the mirror. for so long, i thought i was a loser for liking things nobody carnes then i found a friend group in which i fit. i liked everyone, and they liked me back. t... » Continue Reading

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i love breakcore. and i love cynthoni even more

Category: Music

"Watch my skin erupt in a CYNTHONI of flames." if there's anything i always » Continue Reading

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genuienly, how can some people suffer in silence?

Category: Life

if there's one big difference i notice between me and my friends is that they don't talk about their problems as much as i do. whenever i'm feeling down, i always feel the constant need to at least show that i'm not doing really good to a friend of mine, or talk about it on spacehey. but... they don't. they just stay there and keep going. not that this sort of thing is bad, but sometimes i get wor... » Continue Reading

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a ligação entre os macieledits e a obra "ser poeta é uma merda"

Category: Writing and Poetry

se você é meu amigo por um tempo, você sabe que uma das minhas formas de expressão principal são os macieledits. "o que caralhos são macieledits?" macieledits são edições geralmente curtas que utilizam de pequenos cortes de lugares que eu passo pela minha vida e frases que têm relação com acontecimentos meus. aqui dois exemplos: museu do amanhã | macieledit #3 » Continue Reading

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helping everyone was never your function. and it will never be.

Category: Friends

for long, i've always wanted to help the most people possible. i've wanted to get to understand their reasons to feel bad, see the deepest of their personalities, understand their green and red flags, and just do this extensive, exaustive study about people, while at the same time i develop feelings for who they are and appreciate who they are. that's what i've been doing for years of my life. try... » Continue Reading

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[USER ALREADY SUSPENDED] HEY YOU. SOMEONE IS POSTING GORE. KEEP YOURSELF SAFE

Category: SpaceHey

do not click on any post from "MIAU". its just gore. report this user using  this link . edit: user was suspended!! thank you all for the help!! » Continue Reading

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infantilization

Category: Life

for many years of my life people told me i kinda act like a kid and that they find it cute. i think some factors for this are me not being able to impose myself or say "no" to people, and just because im really short lol. it's insane. thing is, i started adopting this to myself. i kept looking at myself as this little being who although is 19, thinks like someone who's 16. and instead of actually ... » Continue Reading

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what's up with people desesperately wanting relationships now?

Category: Romance and Relationships

before i even say anything, i've felt like that too. i've healed. this took like, 3 years to actually fix. thank god i did not had a girlfriend, i don't really think i was ready. see, i've been talking to a lot of people recently on spacehey and all, and if i noticed anything, it's that desesperate need of a romantic partner. someone that can hug them and make em feel loved. and hey - i get it. i ... » Continue Reading

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screaming personality (mentally, at least)

Category: Life

okay, i wrote about too many negative things - what about talking about something good? dunno about you guys, but i feel like i am AT MY FUCKING PEAK right now. i'm at the best point of my entire life and i am so happy for that. i'm taking care of my hair, i'm feeling good with myself, i've been dealing with sad little situations pretty well, i have a nice group of friends (both irl and on spacehe... » Continue Reading

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i can't feel hate

Category: Life

i think hate is a big feeling. a heavy one. one that makes you stop for a while to realize what you're feeling right now. and i think the closest i ever felt to that feeling is just being very pissed off that some person did something that i think it's bad, or irritating. but literally, when that happens, all i need is some minutes (or hours) to cool down, than boom! feeling gone. see, i think it'... » Continue Reading

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