"...yknow, maybe yellow fits me."
19, brazil, web dev, sonic
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Category: Friends
guys i am literally crying as i write this for so long, even though i had "groups" of friends, i never actually had a friend in which i actually had deep feelings on. for so long, i never liked what i saw when i looked at myself on the mirror. for so long, i thought i was a loser for liking things nobody carnes then i found a friend group in which i fit. i liked everyone, and they liked me back. t... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
before i even say anything, i've felt like that too. i've healed. this took like, 3 years to actually fix. thank god i did not had a girlfriend, i don't really think i was ready. see, i've been talking to a lot of people recently on spacehey and all, and if i noticed anything, it's that desesperate need of a romantic partner. someone that can hug them and make em feel loved. and hey - i get it. i ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
okay, i wrote about too many negative things - what about talking about something good? dunno about you guys, but i feel like i am AT MY FUCKING PEAK right now. i'm at the best point of my entire life and i am so happy for that. i'm taking care of my hair, i'm feeling good with myself, i've been dealing with sad little situations pretty well, i have a nice group of friends (both irl and on spacehe... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i think hate is a big feeling. a heavy one. one that makes you stop for a while to realize what you're feeling right now. and i think the closest i ever felt to that feeling is just being very pissed off that some person did something that i think it's bad, or irritating. but literally, when that happens, all i need is some minutes (or hours) to cool down, than boom! feeling gone. see, i think it'... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
hey! it's been a while since i don't really write anything. thought it'd be nice to say what's going on with my life!! so, work started! i think im doing pretty good. sometimes my manager gets too busy and i don't really have anything to do and i start feeling too idle. i hate having nothing to do. i like being busy, not full on busy, but a little bit enough to make me focus. now im having to main... » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
@import url('https://maciel-spacehey-files.vercel.app/fonts.css'); :root { --unleashed-yellow: #febd06; --unleashed-light-yellow: #fbd875; --unleashed-gree » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
i am not smart. when i say "i am not smart", i don't mean that i don't know math, or don't know coding, or that i do dumb stuff. when i say that i'm not smart, i mean i am not artistically smart. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
honestly ive seen many people being negative online for a lot of reasons. be it life, be it bc everyone else does it. but i get you. i get stuff is hard. hell, life is hard in general. it's hard to go out there and actually try to make a difference, or not even that, just... liking your presence. that's something i suffered to get through too. if youre my friend and youre feeling like that, no nee... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
what made my mind just sort of "click"? what made me so happy? so caring? so joyful? how do i tell this to anyone who's struggling? for the longest time, ive also been sad, you know. not that sad, but a little bit. part of me thinks it was more of an age thing, but... i feel like stuff only got better when i met my friends. AND THAT'S THE THING!!! HOW DO I TELL THIS TO SOMEONE WHO HAS NO FRIENDS??... » Continue Reading
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Category: SpaceHey
i think when you add a friend, you should automatically be subscribed to their blogs. i dunno about you, but whenever i add someone and JUST AFTER MONTHS i find out that they posted blogs and i haven't read any of them, i feel bad. like dude, i'm a friend! i should read them too!! anyway, part of me thinks that not being automatically subscribed was a little bit intentional. but idk, that's just m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
sabe, é bom ver que tem gente que tá aprendendo a incluir pessoas trans de um modo não pejorativo, mas eu sinto que um monte de gente assim acidentalmente objetifica sem perceber. tipo, já vi videos de processo de transição de garotas trans (que inclusive varios tiveram resultados ABSURDOS de perfeitos) e quando o povo quer elogiar, os caras falam tipo: "feijoada boa hein" "sem presente não tem g... » Continue Reading
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Category: News and Politics
i was going back home with my dad and he started talking about the "woke agenda" bullshit. well, he did not want to watch superman bc he thinks its woke - as was batman, for him, and also started talking about disney and whatever. which is funny because disney is known for being very homophobic, like, the maximum thing they did was hiring actors and actresses with different skin colors. there's li... » Continue Reading
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