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Another Rant: Male Loneliness

Category: Life

The cure to the male loneliness epidemic— at least for like boys/men ages 14-22 — is to power through that little crush you developed on the one girl you've met that 'wasn't like the other girls' and 'didn't leave you like everyone else does'. I can almost guarantee you that she was also just looking for a friend and you voicing and feeling entitled to your attraction to her will not have the outc... » Continue Reading

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Rant (Discussions of Disordered Eating + Weight)

Category: Blogging

TRIGGER WARNING FOR: Discussion of Weight and Weight Loss  Self-Harm Food and Food Restriction  Eating Disorders Went to get my physical today and while everything was mostly normal, the doctor was like very strange about dietary habits, as most doctors are, but I kinda want to rant about it anyway because most doctors are also really condescending.  I've been overweight like most of my life, not ... » Continue Reading

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"And The World Kept Spinning"

Category: Religion and Philosophy

One of the most upsetting parts about being, what most would consider, chronically online is probably the level of indifference that people hold to the individual struggles and triumphs of their fellow human being. Like, yes, some problems are so trivial and so minuscule that you may feel the need to roll your eyes and move on because it won't matter in a few days or maybe even a few hours, but ju... » Continue Reading

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Romeo & Juliet Should Never Have Been That Deep

Category: Writing and Poetry

Now, I'll preface this with the fact that when I first read Romeo & Juliet it was in class and during the last few acts I was in and out of the classroom for art club activities, but looking back on it, it was never that deep. Or, it shouldn't have been. Romeo Montague is the Shakespearean equivalent of the brooding bad boy with a deep underlying sadness that's ruled primarily by his unmitigated l... » Continue Reading

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Rambling

Category: SpaceHey

I don't quite know what qualifies a series of thoughts to be a blog yet, so I'm just posting the most verbose thoughts I have that I also don't really mind being here long after I'm gone.  The messaging + friends feature is kind of intimidating. I know it's pretty much the main point of the site, to connect with new people and friends on a pretty straightforward online space, but I thought that al... » Continue Reading

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School Crush(es?)

Category: Romance and Relationships

It's probably not sane how insane I feel when I develop a crush on someone but it's almost like the uncontainable yearning is what gets me out of bed in the morning. Like, if I tell my crush I like him like all of my friends tell me to, then the fantasy is over and I have to confront of the fact that he's a real person who is probably nothing like the boy I've crafted in my head, or, it's unrequit... » Continue Reading

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