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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
If nicotine is a stimulant why does it make me feel like a calm ocean instead of a tsunami? Tiredness, a calm and lovely tiredness. A tiredness fit for reading, for high quality music attained through headphones. A lovely lovely tiredness that makes action rewarding despite its difficult, not exhausting and painful. Books are better, but so hard to finish, when I’m with my little nicotine disper... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
I can’t see any light anymore, even my eyes are dim. Nothing can pass through me anymore, I’m only waiting and waiting while I keep everything out. It isn’t my choice, to keep things out, but I can’t no matter how I try. Little or tall great brick walls used to be so pretty, now they’re inside me like a torturous city. I can’t breathe without tasting the smoke in the air, and there’s no nicotine t... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i am connected, endlessly and unforgivably. it isnt so much that everything is doomed, but that all we know is doomed, for it is us that dooms. we made ourselves carriers of the virus, and think everything else is killing us. we may only cut off our hands to end the sin. i was born into the internet, i have scarcely know » Continue Reading
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Category: Books and Stories
Well, in the cat's cradle Kurt Vonnegut writes that “f » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
Delighted to death, walking hand in hand with my razor blade tree! I love the knives that fall like petals in the wind I want to keep them close to me to free me from my sin I will let them tear into me and heal my only skin Be wary of “rapid death from delight” be warned that pleasure will consume you! It will deny you yourself if you don’t deny yourself. Slaps, cuts, bruises, and breaks! Cut yo... » Continue Reading
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Category: SpaceHey
i was so excited for something good... then it was destroyed and ruined my mood... the sun was burning and woke me up from my night... then the neurons compounded and took away my freight :D soo scared thehn so happy now look!!! » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
i fprget alzreayd my room is all so far saway its very dark i appreicate tnat the darkness sort of hugs me i wouldnt know what to do if i had light in here and the song in this show is nice. now on TO THE IMPORTANT THINGS; once i have read all the books i want to and watched all the movies and all the shows then ill just watch cube and read my favorite nick land essay again and again everyday i w... » Continue Reading
Category: Art and Photography
RAHHHHHH. IDK IDK IDK IDK IDK ohmmygodddddd nothing i feel nothing and everything. i got prescribed medication fo0r the second time in my life. for the same disorder lol! so many years apart and still the same consensus haha cant avoid deny decry or run from that!1 its the way it goes its the way its\s gone its the way i am and so glad about that i am yes okay i am going to overhaul my profile and... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
in my moms bathroom there was a red light abd i dont know what it was for. i havent seen it turned on in years i forgot it existed i think this used to be common. my room had color changing lightbulbs three years ago. i liked the red a lot. scaryyyyy » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i forgot how much my brother used to hit me would they all have hit me still if i was different the lights not where they want you the night loves you forever » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
eighty percent dreams occur during rem. ive had dreams outside of rem, they are more commonly nightmares. i remember an early dream i had under twenty minutes after falling asleep. i realized i was dreaming, so i did something risky thinking i could just wake up right after. but after failing i couldnt wake up on command and i became somewhat worried. the dream switched, and i saw a vision from sp... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i have been to a lot of summer camps since i was a kid. i got kicked out of a few, i think. a kid once punched me, i punched him back, then he would cry to counselors that i hit first. im unwilling to cry to gain support for myself, but he would. so his tears combined with his lies got me kicked out and he stayed. some guy id never met before took me home in his truck. the drive must have been 3 h... » Continue Reading
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