Ansjah

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Project bedhole coming together!

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

I now have the appropriate sized mattress, background forest poster is on it's way, and I'm going to order MDF boards soon for the starry sky right above the bed.  Just need to find black curtains now, and nicer, darker bedsheets. Figure out a small mound for my ipad and create a better power supply option.  Too exited.  » Continue Reading

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Project bedroom/bedhole

Category: Blogging

It was disgusting before.. idk who died but the floor was gross. I put in carpet tiles (I'm on a tight budget mind you.) and painted the concrete walls a grey paint my mum had lying around. Hung up a rolling curtain I found cheap on an online market place.  It's still quite full of stuff but I have limited space and I have to move stuff around and get shelving units before I can take things out of... » Continue Reading

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50 questions, uninspired garbage

Category: Life

1. What’s your favorite candle scent? Pine » Continue Reading

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Dear guys and gals & nonbinary pals

Category: Life

Since Spacehey is basically almost like myspace was, pls be reminded to NOT HIT ON MINORS OR GROOM THEM OR MAKE THEM UNCOMFORTABLE, @YOUNG PEOPLE, IF PEOPLE ADD YOU AND YOU DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE, DONT FEEL PRESSURED ACCEPTING PLEASE BE SO RESPECTFUL OF YOUR OWN BOUNDARIES, YOU ARE AMAZING AND BETTER THAN ALL THE SLIMES THAT WANT TO GET INTO YOUR VIRTUAL PANTS TO BLACKMAIL YOU. I know things may s... » Continue Reading

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Forced to be strong

Category: Blogging

I'm so sick of having to be strong for everyone around me and at the same time get shit for being mentally ill. Make it make sense, babe.  In other news, I got a huge bill for literally nothing. I was going to do physical therapy but after conversation upon conversation, assessment upon assessment they denied me anyway and now I get to pay the bill for a non existent treatment. Which I complained ... » Continue Reading

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Not to be mean or anything

Category: SpaceHey

But I'd like to get a friend req from someone who's not an artist or something. All I see now is "I want something from you" instead of a person. And honestly I started this account to connect and not be a consumer.  » Continue Reading

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Anyone want to have a meaningful conversation or whatever?

Category: Blogging

Guys, gals, nonbinary pals, I don't care honestly, I'd just like to connect to another human being sometime. My friends are scarce and they have their own life that they easily deem more important than me since the beginning of the pandemic. Not to throw myself a pity party or anything, but I reached out many times, make sure they were okay and I got back nothing. Not that I did it to get anything... » Continue Reading

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Hmmm the universe

Category: Writing and Poetry

So we are the universe experiencing itself? Well I got one thing to say to me, WHAT THE HELL MAN » Continue Reading

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Psychosis

Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

Every couple of years is a repeat of the last couple of years in my grief stricken life, I'm stuck in a terribly long routine of trying to find "my place" in the world even though there was no place for me to begin with. This world feels imbalanced with me in it somehow, but how would I know. Three days ago I had a psychotic episode, caused by a terrible existential panic attack. I don't remember ... » Continue Reading

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