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I'm so sick of having to be strong for everyone around me and at the same time get shit for being mentally ill. Make it make sense, babe.
In other news, I got a huge bill for literally nothing. I was going to do physical therapy but after conversation upon conversation, assessment upon assessment they denied me anyway and now I get to pay the bill for a non existent treatment. Which I complained about to some people, then to my surprise the facility called me about the bill even though I have not even contacted them (so who tf snitched).
Yesterday I walked around for 18 kilometers, took 2 busses and a train, taking my bunny to the vet in a whole different city. Her eye was popping, she had some bad teeth and an abscess. I'm currently almost a certified vet because I have to give her actual shots, with actual needles every other day, I have to keep her cheek hole clean, fill it with a crème and stuff it with a cloth every day, then I have to give her pain meds twice a day, I have to clean the hole out when it gets pussy and I have to clean up any formation of crusts.
I've honestly never been this focused and disgusted but fascinated. I'm a bit proud even? Probably because I'm the only one in my family that doesn't give up on things. I might be mentally ill but at least I give a crap and at least I take care of things. My mother treats her pets and kids like they are trash, 3/4 of her kids went to foster care, most of her pets she gives away when they get sick, older or gets bored of them. I've posted about being a responsible pet owner having to do all these things for a being I chose to get into my home and of course she liked my post like an idiot. I'm calling you out, hoe.
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Lyrian Space Frequencies
I feel your frustration on the mental illness and medical bills. I've certainly been in that boat and recently at that. You're not alone.
I'm sorry you have/had to go through that also, I hope you're okay
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Thank you. I'm hanging in there. I hope you're okay as well.
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