tw for losers i guess. self-harm, eating problems, sleeping problems not in detail but yeah IMPORTANT!!!!! I AM NOT WHO I WAS 3 MONTHS AGO!!! I CHANGE DAY BY DAY!!! DON'T COMPARE ME TO MY PAST SELF THAS NOT EVEN ME!!! ------------------------------ i had to protect my heart, and built a wall so tall, i couldn't look over » Continue Reading
i promise i'll redo this entry somedayyy but every time somebody talk bout love they always mean it romantically and its like... brah... you dont love yo friends or what... my friends mean the world to me and i dont have romantic feelings for any of them . still i love them more than anyone else in the entire world of 8 billion people. idk this is a short one im justtttttt so tired of people defau... » Continue Reading
I FUCKING LOVE BREAKCORE ITS SO UNREAL I'LL BE HAVING THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE AND I PUT ON SOME BREAKCORE CRANK IT TO 11 IN MY HEADPHONES AND THE LOUD AMEN BREAKS AND THE DISTORTED CHOPPY PIANO/GUITAR SAMPLES OUHIGHGD OUHH DGJDSG IM MM ASCENDIGN LIM LIMM SJTGS JAHNFA IM LITEALLY FOAMING AT THE MOUITH HOLY FUVKING SHIT ITS SO PEAK GUYS TRUS T ME ON THIS. heres my spotify playlist its a mix of a ... » Continue Reading
tw: suicide and self-harm we're halfway through the year, isn't that cool? i thought i wouldn't even make it until now. but i did. i survived. it's my birthday in 5 months (november 24) and i'm not exactly stoked about it. my past few birthdays have been SHIT -- someone always has to ruin it. i hope i can make it through this one without crying. things have not really been great for the past four... » Continue Reading
short blog entry because i just woke up and im thirsty. im tired of negativity man. everywhere i go people are arguing over something, the topic doesnt matter they just need something to fuel their urge to argue. i know this is the internet people are like this yadda yadda im not forcing anyone to change. i just wish it wasnt this way. some people are really nice but others arent. others will jump... » Continue Reading
trigger warnings for like suicide and self harm and like whatever man this is my blog post and its your choice to read it or not sandwich day or whatever i dont know what is wrong with me and i dont think i'll be finding out any time soon because of my motherfucking family who is like Yes!!! My child is completely fucking normal!!! when i clearly display symptoms of at LEAST one thing and im not s... » Continue Reading
i asked her yesterday while she was in the kitchen, "can i play minecraft?" (im not allowed bc it's "inappropriate" to her) and she started yelling at me being like "I NEVER EAT BECAUSE I'M TAKING CARE OF YOU AND YOUR BROTHER AND THE HOUSE LEAVE ME ALONE LET ME EAT!" ok 1. I DIDNT ASK TO BE BORN YOU CHOSE TO HAVE ME AND MY BROTHER AND TO GET MARRIED IN THE FIRST PLACE 2. IT WAS A FUCKING QUESTION ... » Continue Reading
I'm scared of a lot of things. Abandonment, the dark, large dogs... one of these fears is not being accepted. I'm really scared. Of course I won't disclose where I live, but my parents have been thinking of moving to America. I don't know which state. And you know what state America's in currently... (this is a play on words please congratulate me) with the minion ruling it... I don't know much ab... » Continue Reading
My friend Nicole unintentionally and indirectly inspired me to actually start writing blogs so I'll do that. I don't even know how many I should do per day, but I don't know I guess this IS my page and stuff so I can do whatever... There are people I like, and people I don't like all that much. I like people who are nice and respectful, and stuff like that. I DON'T like people who piss me off to t... » Continue Reading
i entered an art contest and im gona fucking win this all the other entries suck ass IM SORRY BUT ITS TRUE like .... LMFAO THEREesl ike 4 good ones not couting mine anyway the theme is "easter/spring" ts my entry brah #tuff » Continue Reading