platonic love

i promise i'll redo this entry somedayyy but every time somebody talk bout love they always mean it romantically and its like... brah... you dont love yo friends or what... my friends mean the world to me and i dont have romantic feelings for any of them . still i love them more than anyone else in the entire world of 8 billion people. idk this is a short one im justtttttt so tired of people defaulting to romance when they say love. kinda hate romance now but thats a different topic related to fear of commitment and allat AWESOME shit! so yeah tell yo homeboys and homegirls and hometheys that you love em. im terrified that one day either i wont be here or they wont so i make sure to let em know theyre worth it so they dont end it. i dont think id be able to process grief that well