june 2 25: tired of negativity

short blog entry because i just woke up and im thirsty.

im tired of negativity man. everywhere i go people are arguing over something, the topic doesnt matter they just need something to fuel their urge to argue. i know this is the internet people are like this yadda yadda im not forcing anyone to change. i just wish it wasnt this way. my best friend is so nice to me i love him so much and so every time i talk to someone else i get a sharp reminder that im not talking to him and i need to watch the way i interact because, while he's really nice and lenient, others... arent. im allowed to be myself with him and he always forgives me (which i kind of wish he wouldnt when it IS my fault it makes me kinda sad.. i always try to do something in return for him. i dont want him to push his boundaries just to accommodate me.) but others arent as lenient. others will jump you for having a different opinion. others will dox you for being weird or not conforming to society's expectations. others will laugh at you for being a "snowflake" even when your anger or sadness is perfectly justified. social media amplifies this because we have a sense of security and anonymity, behind our masks called profiles; that is why we dont feel accountability for our actions, that is why we feel we can say whatever we want about anyone without facing the consequences. 

i just wish the world was kinder, that's it.