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my mom has been in the hospital for the past week. i havent gone to see her, but i probably will at some point. she was in the icu with sepsis and pneumonia at first, but shes doing better and they moved her to a regular room. of course, i am worried about her condition and i want her to get better soon. i still hate her though. i havent had any one-on-one phone calls with her, all of the news abo... » Continue Reading
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everyday everything is getting further and further away from me. the people i love, the things i love to do, my memories, just everything i care about is getting away from me. my depression is at its worst right now. i can hardly bring myself to shower when i am caked in grease. water bottles and soda cans are piling up on my desk. ive been wearing the same clothes for a week. i keep forgetting to... » Continue Reading
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recent times havent been all too great, what with the election results, bird flu showing up in humans, the genocide in the middle east getting worse, and other things i cant remember right now. the only good thing about right now is i dont have art block and im not on my period, so yay me. i opened spacehey to talk about my ex again. seems to be something im going to keep bringing up for a while. ... » Continue Reading
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hi blog i've come to write about how i don't think i was wrong in my last relationship and how i was wronged by my ex. for the sake of anonymity i'm gonna call them jake ! I'M PUTTING A DISCLAIMER ON THIS ONE, DO NOT READ UNLESS YOU ARE 18 AND OLDER ! firstly, i want to highlight how our relationship was before we were actually dating each other. we met through a mutual friend of ours » Continue Reading
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back again with more harrowing and awful shit straight from my heart. theres been a lot going on with me recently so i dont even know where to start, or how to put this into words. i woke up an hour ago and i just felt so empty, so annoyed, so over life. i just didn't want to be here, and i still kind of don't right now. i'm not gonna do anything, but i'm just saying i'd have rather stayed asleep.... » Continue Reading
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im not having a great time right now. i feel so lonely and bored and sad because my best friend doesnt want to hang out with me. there are always lulls in our friendship, where we will hang out nonstop, every day of the week, from afternoon-ish times to 4 am, then one day it just stops. he starts getting bored, or getting interested in another game, or hanging out with our other friends. hes basic... » Continue Reading
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there are so many things that i regret in my life. things that i did do, things that i didn't do, things i said, and shouldn't have said. i guess they make us. i had a memory come to me in the strangest place: the toilet. i ate a whole pizza a few hours ago, and my stomach did not take kindly to it, but i had a sad memory sitting there, while i was (somewhat) emptying my bowels. i was 13, enrolled... » Continue Reading
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welp. its officially been one whole year since my ex left me. i feel surprisingly okay, i guess. about a month or two ago, i sent them an email apologizing for my actions, and it made me feel a lot better. i hope it somehow helped them as well, but i will never know. technically, the anniversary was last night at 1 in the morning, but i was sleeping as soundly as a baby, no thoughts of my ex in m... » Continue Reading
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these blogs are happening more frequently than i'd like, but here we are. i'm probably having some kind of episode. i don't know what i have if i even have anything that isn't anxiety and depression, but it's been beating my ass for a while. i haven't seriously left the house in a month, and 90% of that time is spent in my room. the other 10% is bathroom runs, snack runs, and the occasional going ... » Continue Reading
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rant that isn't too serious, just kind of pisses me off. so i'm a digital artist and i post my art online, as most usually do nowadays. i've been doing this since i was maybe 13 and i'm 19-20 now. the way i got started out was by drawing fanart of my favorite youtuber at the time, not expecting it to get any attention at all, just gently kissing my drawing and sending it into the vast sea that is ... » Continue Reading
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i think all of my friends are slipping away from me like sand through my fingers. i don't think i've seriously had a conversation with any of them in over a month. i haven't done anything meaningful with them in over a month, we haven't hung out in over a month. i've reached out, but it's all just quick and short replies. that's not a real conversation. i want my friends to come back. i miss them ... » Continue Reading
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hello. i havent needed to use this site since last month, but i think im having another awakening, or whatever. this all started the other night, when i was scrolling pinterest for some art inspiration, but i saw a cool non-human looking costume and felt a very strong connection to it. so, i created a new board, and i called it "gender/transition goal" not being entirely serious about it. i conti... » Continue Reading
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