The catcher in the rye. Yep, exactly. i FUCKING LOVE THIS BOOK. I've seen people boiling it down to just another "male manipulator" media but tbh this book is so much more than that and means so much to me. Let's not compare it to "no longer human" or whatever. I love the way the book is written. And yes, i love Holden. Might be surprising, i know. i think this book is overhated and deserves so m... » Continue Reading
I've lost my friends to some bullshit. Now one blocked me, the other ones ignore me. All just because of a misunderstanding. All because of things that happened last year, and they continued to talk to me normally until last friday. Now they hate me. I feel disgusting. i don't wanna do anything. » Continue Reading
i hate being so weird. I think i am, even if others don't tell me. Why does nobody talk to me? i see people standing up once lesson ends and reach their friends. Why do my friends don't do that? Why am i always the one talking to them? Because i'm weird, that's why. i hate it. I walk and talk pretty much like others, but still, i feel so different. i feel like an alien that has to be perceived by... » Continue Reading
People will never get how it feels to be me, to have my mind. i have a soul crushing emphaty for every human being and it breaks me. It really does. I love everyone and want to always help everyone. i want to help others achieve happiness. There are no words for how i feel. i always don't want everyone to feel bad or uncomfortable. If i make one single step wrong and casually and slightly offend s... » Continue Reading
There's nothing wrong with it. This is it. "But it's so cringe!! Why aren't u venting to friends and family??" Idk, maybe cuz they are not comfortable doing that with people they know irl?? Maybe bc their friends are not very good at giving comfort or they don't have don't have friends? Maybe the family is abusive so they don't feel free to talk? And so on. What people seem to not realize is th... » Continue Reading
Y'all will support and help mentally ill people until someone smells bad. I've seen PLENTY of people shaming others for bad smell, and not just bad armpits smell cuz u really just need a deodorant, i'm talking about a gross, strong general smell and bad hygiene. Hygiene is very important, and i get that it might bother u to be very close to someone who smells particulary bad, but think twice bef... » Continue Reading
Tumblr is not as bad as people make it look. at least, in my experience. It's currently my fav social. I've seen people calling people on there "angsty corny depressed teens" but... not really? I've seen more adults (ranking from age 20 to age 50) on there and something that surprised me is.... basically no one is toxic on there?? Like, from what I've heard i'm probably the only one and i almost... » Continue Reading
Christmas is overrated. If ur not a believer, yes, it is. It's the most consumistic holiday. The "be a good person on Christmas" thing is... i mean, people should be good everyday. Plus it isn't a happy holiday. For mentally ill people, it's horrible, especially for who deals with depression. U see people so happy all the time and they force u to be happy, that u just feel worse. I never understo... » Continue Reading
(Omg watch me rant about a Disney movie opinion) On Reddit, i've seen TONS of people calling Belle a snob cuz she lives in a small village and, apparently, "sees simple people who work and don't care about stories as strange and not enough for her to talk with". Umh, tbh, i've analized the song where she talks about her village and... it's quite not true. She says that the baker always sells the ... » Continue Reading
Even tho i'm a straight cis woman and can't properly relate to it, i just LOVE Once more to see you by Mitski... idk, it has something that leads me to feel it deeply. I actually love lots of media i can't relate to. But this song, it's just.. i don't even know how to describe it, it's soft, tragic and touching, as well as being poetic. Her voice just adds to it... when i listen to this song it ju... » Continue Reading
Empathy is the most beautiful and horrible things I've got. The thing is, mine is not simple empathy. It's the soul crushing empathizing with people u know you shouldn't empathize with. When i look at others, i always look out for excuses or justifications for their actions, but i can clearly see others don't do that. If someone says something that is a little controversial, my heart will always t... » Continue Reading