What it feels like to be me. (rant/vent?)

People will never get how it feels to be me, to have my mind.

i have a soul crushing emphaty for every human being and it breaks me. It really does. I love everyone and want to always help everyone. i want to help others achieve happiness. There are no words for how i feel. i always don't want everyone to feel bad or uncomfortable. If i make one single step wrong and casually and slightly offend someone, i will think about it for a whole day, or more. And torture myself about it. I always want to be kind. i'm always willing to help people cope, or letting them vent, i always ask them how they are and how they feel, if they say they feel a bit sad. Others, don't. Others won't do that for me. They won't care like i do. It feels fucking lonely. And they will never do. My sensitivity has no limit. i cry almost every movie i watch. i cry at music. i cry even when other people cry. i cry over people problems that have nothing to do with me. And even when or if i don't cry, i just feel very bad. i'm so ready to give everyone sm love and appreciation, if only they approached me...