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Category: Writing and Poetry
I've always had thought of changing the feminine parts about myself. I away think about how im trapped in a body that isn't mine and how if I had been born a man I would actually how to be happy. When I was 14 I told my friends how I thought I was trans and they kinda ignore yet seemed accepting. I would flip my long hair into hats, ace bandage my chest flat and would safety pin my home made packe... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I've always had thought of changing the feminine parts about myself. I away think about how im trapped in a body that isn't mine and how if I had been born a man I would actually how to be happy. When I was 14 I told my friends how I thought I was trans and they kinda ignore yet seemed accepting. I would flip my long hair into hats, ace bandage my chest flat and would safety pin my home made packe... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
As it gets closer to mothers day I become emptier yet I'm more emotional. I feel so conflicted I cry at my emptiness and blame my mother for it because she caused my empty heart. I was just a kid who want to be loved who wanted a hug who just wanted too hold someones hand. I cry in my bed because I cant hold my moms hand. Not because of the fact shes dead or that I cant remember the sound of her v... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Just tell me you don't want too hear it. Just tell me you don't care about my special interests. Ignore everything ive ever said. Tell me that you only like the fact you have someone around to not make you feel alone. Just tell me to shut my mouth and get naked so you can get what you want. Tell me you don't care you understand my boundaries. Stripp in front of me with out asking. Get naked while ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
TW!! It took my dad laughing,in my face,with his coworkers about my attempt to realize I'm all myself. I realize I had to stand up for myself or no one else would. so I lost all my emotions that day my happiness, my sadness, even my peacefulness. I haven't lived a peaceful life to begin with but for a second when I was being held in my dad's arm while covered in blood, sobbing. I thought I felt at... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
My relationships will forever be tainted by my parents. I want to go a day without thinking about them, without mentioning them. Ill never get what I deserved as a kid or as an adu » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I crave validation in every way. My sexuality, my gender, my time, what I eat and even my emotions. I would like everyone to know my sexuality. Which most of the time doesn't happens even if I plaster myself in rainbows. I have a very feminine face and body which doesn't mash well with my masc style. Everyone hopefully finds me attractive or okay to look at. Even if I don't find them attractive. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Automotive
Just got into a car wreck with a parked car. Was not ever fun this is the second one I've been in this year lol. 2024 isn't my year with cars. 10/10 dont recomend » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Falling a sleep is a constant battle I feel like I'm fighting every time I enter my room There's days where I'll sleep over 15 hours then there's days I'm lucky to get 1 hour. I never sleep a full night. I wake up from nightmares drenched in sweat or I wake up from a wacky dream confused what's real or not. I am use to this battle though but before it a was a physical person I could blame. Now it... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Im just posting random entry that have gathered in the notes app kinda things i just never say aloud :) » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I want a family photo with me,my parents and all my siblings. I won't get it and I know that. The closest thing is my graduation photo. I forced my siblings to stand with me all together in age order. It was only me who was smiling in the middle . But my parents weren't there. My mom died before I even made it to high school and my dad died before I could finish it. The only photo I have of both m... » Continue Reading
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