realization TW!!!

TW!!

It took my dad laughing,in my face,with his coworkers about my attempt to realize I'm all myself. I realize I had to stand up for myself or no one else would. so I lost all my emotions that day my happiness, my sadness, even my peacefulness. I haven't lived a peaceful life to begin with but for a second when I was being held in my dad's arm while covered in blood, sobbing. I thought I felt at peace. It was stripped away in seconds. I am a hollow shell. and echo into a cave.