Sleeping

Falling a sleep is a constant battle I feel like I'm fighting every time I enter my room  There's days where I'll sleep over 15 hours then there's days I'm lucky to get 1 hour. I never sleep a full night. I wake up from nightmares drenched in sweat or I wake up from a wacky dream confused what's real or not. I am use to this battle though but before it a was a physical person I could blame. Now it's nothing but the silence in my room the loud silent air that blares in my ears. Now I lay in bed at 7 am yet to fall asleep I hear the people around me starting there day as I'm trying to finish it.It's not healthy I know but even when I put on background noise I can still hear the loud silence. My brain starts to run rampant