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Category: Romance and Relationships
He's so almost. The whole thing is and always has been almost. I can just almost feel it, I can just almost see it, I can just almost just nearly but not quite and not really. I just wish he were normal so I could be with him. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I thought about it some more. I think more than anything I just don't want to go home, and I'm unsatisfied with how unofficial leaving is gonna be. Everyone's leaving on random days. I'm probably gonna skip my seminars tomorrow so I have time to pack, and also because I haven't done the reading. No-ones gonna » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
It's very nearly time for my Christmas break! Imogen's leaving tomorrow morning at 8am. The end of term is alwys such a bittersweet thing. I wish I'd done more. I wish I'd spent more time with these wonderful people, I wish I'd been out for more nights, I wish I'd hugged more people and kissed more people and » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
Sal, it's a cold night, so naturally I'm thinking of you. I'm thinking of the things you used to tell me about, all your adventures and injuries and a life so much more vivid than mine, a soul so much more alive than mine. I never wanted you. I still don't. I know that. I know that even though I hate it and » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've been ill since like Wednesday. On Thursday I only just made it to my tutorial and then immediately drove home and went back to bed, and yesterday I literally just stayed in bed all day long. I feel slightly better today, I'm hoping to go to Lidl at some point. I need butter and lemons and I might get Christmas cards at Tesco's. I would get them from somewhere more dignified but I'm ill and it... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Had a very strange dream last night. I was in a field with Imogen (? I think) and it was full of sheep. The sheep were huge and looked like paintings/drawings, they were shaped like very rounded squares. In fact, the whole scene was painting-like, the colours were all dusky. At one side of the field there wa » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
This past Friday I got a message at about 17:00 from Aarush telling me I'm yet to collect my Winter Ball wristband. Up until that point I had assumed I couldn't go, because there'd been a mix up and I'd bought the wrong ticket and I didn't get them to look into it because I was afraid they would track down that I never paid the 150 pound SRC levy. But Aarush told me my name was on the excel spread... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
On Saturday morning at half past ten I woke up, and despite having stayed up until 4:30am the night before, I decided I would hop in the smart car and drive the entire 2 hours of motorway back home. I just needed it. I just knew it was what I needed. I also told my parents I would probably come, and so I ju » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today in Russian, at the end of the lesson, the teacher asked if anyone's studying Spanish - only I put my hand up, because everyone else in the class does French and Russian, and the teacher said "ahh, so lots of time, and you have a Slavonic background for Russian - you should be getting no less than a first!", and I laughed like yeah lol, and this girl next to me who I've never really spoken to » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've been feeling empty. I don't know if it's because I miss my parents, or because summer's wearing off, or because I'm still stressed about that stupid house next year, or if it's because I've been drinking at least once a week for 5 weeks (alcohol is a depressant and I am depressive). I don't know and I don't eve » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Oopsie forgot to write this one in. It was a few days ago now, but basically I dreamt that I got into an argument with my dad about my driving license. He wanted me to get a full license. I said I already have a full license, I'm not on a provisional anymore, and he was like "well can you drive a lorry?" I said, » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
I am currently sat in a classics lecture. Imogen has let me sit in on one of her Beauty and Goodness lectures which is p cool bc I actually briefly considered doing this module as an optional module. They're discussing love and what love is and isn't and how it should be treated/ regulated in the state. how » Continue Reading
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