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Category: Life
I have one more day of school which is today. It's around 1am right now and bruh I cannot sleep. I am so obsessed with people that they are all I can think about and all I dream about. So now sadly, I'm scared to sleep, I wish that things were easier and that I didn't obsess over people. JC which is my ex, I think made another account or relogged in and I tried to add it but it's a private account... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I have been so busy with things it's so bad. So to start off my ex commented on my instagram, like JC, the one I've been obsessed with and he keeps telling me that he's a thug? I highly doubt that, like honestly. He's a wannabe fanboy bitch. He's not a thug and nothing that he can say will scare me. He doesn't really seem to want to talk to me but in the same way he was the one who commented on my... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I really have been busy but fuck that excuse. I'm back and I have so much that happened. I have been smoking everyday and all day. I have been talking to people that I'm not supposed to be talking to but turns out they ended up getting additcted to benzos and alcohol. My "sister" got laced and had some sezuries. I am worried about both of them. I lost some friends. Symphony hasn't been talking to ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I have been gone for a little bit. I have been busy and depressed as fuck. I have been talking to Natalie and Elliot again. I just got a text from them asking for a threesome. I am baffled but of course I said yes. I'm low-key a whore and would do anything for sexual attention. I don't know when it's gonna happen because I'm not really allowed to talk to them or see them so trying to do this is go... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
So I've been busy and just hella unmotivated. That's not really what I'm happy about because my depression has been getting worse, but the thing that I am happy about is I'm over my ex. He deleted all of his accounts on all socials. My sister was trying to stalk him how I was and she was like, "Yeah he deleted everything of his". That was lowkey the closure that I needed. I guess I was just obsess... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
I have been listening to the 2016 hits and omg, I feel so old listening to them. I really wish it was still 2016. Before all of this stress of life was bugging me. » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I have been cleaning my room and things like that. There is nothing that I truly want to do. Like I have tried to play Minecraft and Stardew Valley, but no. Nothing is fun anymore and nothing has been keeping my attention. I have been watching bodycam videos for the past week. I have also been trying to do things that will make me less depressed but that hasn't been working. GOOFY » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
So like I was stalking my exes tiktik like I normally do and I was today years old when I found out he's dating some other bitch. I am so done with this shit, he lied so fucking hard when he said that he was obsessed as well. I don't even love him, I'm just purely obsessed with him. I need fucking help. Like why am I so obsessed with him? It's such a scary obsession. » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
It is officially the time of the school year when we start doing important testing. I am not excited. I have been chewing on nic gum for a little bit. I want a cig or a vape so badly right now. I don't get why I started nic in the first place, I regret it so much omg. But you live you learn I guess » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
okay so like I am a huge Sematary fan and I noticed his post on Instagram about the Angels tour. I went and looked at the tickets and they were only $41. So I grew balls and asked my aunt if she could bye me a ticket and she said yes. I am so excited for the concert. I plan on after school, going straight to the house of blues. I am gonna dress up and my goal is to find someone to makeout with and... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
My case manager quit, which is pretty much my therapist. I don't know why she quit, I'm gonna miss her, she was a really great person. But I feel like nobody has been listening to me, like I'm so depressed it's unsafe. I miss all these things that I can't get back yet. I have been popping pills and getting high everyday. I keep trying to stop but things are stressful. I really hate the way that my... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I've been so depressed, lemme why. I told my prescriber that the meds weren't working last week. I've been telling them for months at this point. I really hate what they told me last time which was to give them time to get my system used to it. I've been giving it time and wishing that things would work. They haven't started working at all. So I saw them last week and told them that I need a med c... » Continue Reading
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