You are walking in the middle of the woods under the bright moonlight when suddenly you heard a snapping of branches nearby. Your heart begins to pound fast and your breath turns heavy with anticipation. You saw a large silhouette behind a tree with a pair of bright red eyes, and it growls as you noticied him with his large arm clawing at the tree bark. I started to walk towards him and when I app... » Continue Reading
I've been watching Trigun and oh my God, Vash is so fine. This sounds so bad but he is like my ideal man. He's so sweet yet knows how to do things when they are needed. Now Rodrick from Diary of a Wimpy Kid....I am DOWN BAD for. Now this is a VERY unpopular opinion but Otis Driftwood from House of 1000 Corpses is so fine. All of the movies that he's in as Otis, he is so fine. Rorcach from The Watc... » Continue Reading
I'm super excited for this weekend because my Aunt Sarah and Aunt Courtney are supposed to be coming over for the wekend. I am so happy because mom said that they are supposed to be bringing some board games over and we were gonna play them. I love both of them so I am excited to see them. I spent the night at their apartment last weekend so having them over this weekend makes me so happy. My mom ... » Continue Reading
I keep having dreams about me being with people. Like in love with them. I know I haven't found my true love, or have I? I have a feeling that Nat is my true love but she doesn't feel that way. I have thought about going to the mental hospital because I have been cutting again. I have been thinking about just snapping. But my family thinks I've been doing good. My discord friends know I haven't be... » Continue Reading
So me and Nat were in a group chat with Elliot. Well she left, I'm still there. I guess it's because I keep having huge personality switches and kind of tuning out what is going on that I don't want to be a part of and just talk to the person or peoples that aren't arguing. I don't get it because I don't remember anything happening that has to deal with online chat stuff and me fighting but I gues... » Continue Reading
I have been up for 31 hours at this point and have been cleaning for around 8 hours which included the kitchen, living room and the kitchen table. I honestly would've got on my room as well but everybodys' rooms are like super fucking close. I have been tweaking pretty much, I've only been on weed and nic so I know it isn't anything I took. I've been taking my meds, but they did add a new one so t... » Continue Reading
So my mom has this growth in her nose and it's been getting so much worse. And before you ask why we haven't gotten any surgery, WE DONT HAVE THE MONEY and she's signed up for everything that she can to help. It's so bad that it's infecting her face and it's going to start destorying the bones in her face. So now my mom is pretty much dying because the state doesn't want or really can't do anythin... » Continue Reading
So basically Nat and Elliot broke up and seperated. At a point before they couldn't see each other, he ended up giving her an edible that he didn't want to take and she ended up having sezuires and almost died from a heart attack. Everybody else that took it asked if he laced it. When she got her tests back, they said it was drug enduced and she had like 10 drugs in her system that she hadn't take... » Continue Reading
I finally got to see Nat, my best friend for 2 years now. We had to go a year without seeing eachother, like around this time is the year mark, we've been talking even though my mom didn't want us to (she wanted to give us time to grow) but we did end up, in the beginning, not talking for like 5-6 months. But my mom and I were at the kitchen table talking and I brought up "Diamond" which was my co... » Continue Reading
So I got all of my meds back and have kept them in my system. My mom told me when I first got out of the hositals last year that I wasn't going to be talking to Nat or Elliot. ELliot I was chill with losing but not Nat, so around 5 months later, I reach our and we start talking, my mom get sus at certain times but doesn't say anything. She had asked me on multiple accasions if I was on the phone w... » Continue Reading
I have been so pissed lately. Like EVERY LITTLE THING has been mkaing me enraged. Like this is not my normal anger and pissiness which is super bad, but now this anger, I have been screaming at my mom over the smallest shit and like I have good points when arguing too, like I'm not just just spouting off random shit, I've been making good points. My mom has gotten tired of it, she told me that our... » Continue Reading