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I'm super excited for this weekend because my Aunt Sarah and Aunt Courtney are supposed to be coming over for the wekend. I am so happy because mom said that they are supposed to be bringing some board games over and we were gonna play them. I love both of them so I am excited to see them. I spent the night at their apartment last weekend so having them over this weekend makes me so happy. My mom ... » Continue Reading
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I keep having dreams about me being with people. Like in love with them. I know I haven't found my true love, or have I? I have a feeling that Nat is my true love but she doesn't feel that way. I have thought about going to the mental hospital because I have been cutting again. I have been thinking about just snapping. But my family thinks I've been doing good. My discord friends know I haven't be... » Continue Reading
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So me and Nat were in a group chat with Elliot. Well she left, I'm still there. I guess it's because I keep having huge personality switches and kind of tuning out what is going on that I don't want to be a part of and just talk to the person or peoples that aren't arguing. I don't get it because I don't remember anything happening that has to deal with online chat stuff and me fighting but I gues... » Continue Reading
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I have been up for 31 hours at this point and have been cleaning for around 8 hours which included the kitchen, living room and the kitchen table. I honestly would've got on my room as well but everybodys' rooms are like super fucking close. I have been tweaking pretty much, I've only been on weed and nic so I know it isn't anything I took. I've been taking my meds, but they did add a new one so t... » Continue Reading
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So my mom has this growth in her nose and it's been getting so much worse. And before you ask why we haven't gotten any surgery, WE DONT HAVE THE MONEY and she's signed up for everything that she can to help. It's so bad that it's infecting her face and it's going to start destorying the bones in her face. So now my mom is pretty much dying because the state doesn't want or really can't do anythin... » Continue Reading
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So basically Nat and Elliot broke up and seperated. At a point before they couldn't see each other, he ended up giving her an edible that he didn't want to take and she ended up having sezuires and almost died from a heart attack. Everybody else that took it asked if he laced it. When she got her tests back, they said it was drug enduced and she had like 10 drugs in her system that she hadn't take... » Continue Reading
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I finally got to see Nat, my best friend for 2 years now. We had to go a year without seeing eachother, like around this time is the year mark, we've been talking even though my mom didn't want us to (she wanted to give us time to grow) but we did end up, in the beginning, not talking for like 5-6 months. But my mom and I were at the kitchen table talking and I brought up "Diamond" which was my co... » Continue Reading
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So I got all of my meds back and have kept them in my system. My mom told me when I first got out of the hositals last year that I wasn't going to be talking to Nat or Elliot. ELliot I was chill with losing but not Nat, so around 5 months later, I reach our and we start talking, my mom get sus at certain times but doesn't say anything. She had asked me on multiple accasions if I was on the phone w... » Continue Reading
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I have been so pissed lately. Like EVERY LITTLE THING has been mkaing me enraged. Like this is not my normal anger and pissiness which is super bad, but now this anger, I have been screaming at my mom over the smallest shit and like I have good points when arguing too, like I'm not just just spouting off random shit, I've been making good points. My mom has gotten tired of it, she told me that our... » Continue Reading
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So today was my breaking point, I attacked my mom but she had been coming at me and acting like she was going hit me. We are fine now but I cried for a good 5 hours straight. Either when the fight was happening or before we really fought, she screamed at me that, "You can either calm down and realize that I am your mother or I can take you back to the hospital", I told that bitch to take me to the... » Continue Reading
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I have one more day of school which is today. It's around 1am right now and bruh I cannot sleep. I am so obsessed with people that they are all I can think about and all I dream about. So now sadly, I'm scared to sleep, I wish that things were easier and that I didn't obsess over people. JC which is my ex, I think made another account or relogged in and I tried to add it but it's a private account... » Continue Reading
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