Update

So I got all of my meds back and have kept them in my system. My mom told me when I first got out of the hositals last year that I wasn't going to be talking to Nat or Elliot. ELliot I was chill with losing but not Nat, so around 5 months later, I reach our and we start talking, my mom get sus at certain times but doesn't say anything. She had asked me on multiple accasions if I was on the phone with her or texting her. Yesterday I was talking about Nat and her cover person, then my mom asked me why my brother said I was texting Nat. I told her I didn't know and all she told me was to be careful for myself and her. I broke the ice and told her that I have been talking to her and that she has changed (because she has massivley) my mom then explained thar I needed to block her for a few days and let my meds settle back into my system. So today was the fucking day, we're in the car and I'm going on and on about the things that me and Nat had been talking about, then she said, "why don't you tell Natalie that we are going to pick her up this Friday and that she's going to be spending the weekend with us", I asked her if she wanted me to unblcok her now and do it or wait until tomorrow. She originally told me to do it tomorrow but then sat there and said what the fuck, when we get home unblock her and let me text her first. When we got home, she texted Nat and let her know what was going to happen. We worked some of the plans out and I might be having her over tomorrow for a sleepover!!! I haven't seen this bitch in a whole year, I love her to death and am super excited to see her!!