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My speech is about briefly exploring absurdism. What is it, what ideologies it upholds and asking if it could be a beneficial thing to reflect on in day to day life Do you think that your fate was written and sealed in the stars the second they violently burst into existence around 14 billion years ago and that you were blessed with life or that it was completely random, arbitrary and just a strok... » Continue Reading
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tralalero tralala bombardillo crocodilo tungtungtungtungtung sahur ok lets begin. idk why i keep writing depressing ahh statements but its ok because nobody reads them. im actually jealous of that bitch all she does is cry and i want to cry too. im jealous of literally everyone. everyone guaranteed has more friends than me is smarter than me and is a bajillion times less annoying than me. im actua... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
if they asked me why i want to die then you g=just gotta say you want the knowledge heh.....know the knowledge of what its like when you die..,,, but i actually don't think theres anything to learn when the last of your neurons stop firing. anyway why not just get the knowledge from a little metal capsule and it isnt even any calories for this last meal so you die skinny too. and the meal is so q... » Continue Reading
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im actually so fucking funny its insane. i love myself so much and if i wasnt me im sure that id be head over heels with myself heh...... this is definitely true.... i was so in love a few weeks ago but now im scared she wont like me anymore because i smile too much when i see her or i dont laugh enough or ii dont talk enough or i talk too much or whatever. im just scared ill be alone if she leave... » Continue Reading
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life is actual balls bro. fat stinky fucking balls i HATE doing this shit everyday. i really enjoyed working at the cafe last week but now i have to go back to school. ts made me realise maybe im ok with just dropping out at 16 and working at mcdonalds. no im joking i want to be a doctor. house makes me realise how cool it would be to work as a doctor. as long as nobody throws up on me. the only t... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
dude music gcse is going to be the end of me. i CANNOT make a song in these shitty music making softwares. bossa nova should be easy enough i thought WRONG like fuck me sideways bro ts hard asl and my music teachers are so bad. just kill me now. i take for granted all the melifluos music that i have. just got to thug it out » Continue Reading
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YES i go straight to bed after school and sleep for 12 hours YES i laugh at everything humanely possible because without it i would spiral into friggin depression yo YES i literally fall in love with anyone who ive been able to hold a relationship with for more than 2 years its like i get to the 2 year mark and i just instantly want to marry them NO i dont study even after stressing over test scor... » Continue Reading
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it is very very difficult to say if i feel depressed or not and its killing me. the loml makes me soooooooooooooo happy but when i go home after school i just start crying sometimes. i keep forgetting everythign that happens to me and its pmo. if i go to therapy how am supposed to talk about anything if i cant remember anything at all. all my memories just seem to melt into one and its so hard to... » Continue Reading
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i lowkey think im on the spectrum and its taking up a lot of my brainspace. i fit a lot of the signs but that just might be my own problem and has nothing to do with autism. if i got diagnosed nothing would change, probably because i dont have autism. anyway next point is that im getting therapy WOO HOO idgaf about the therapy im just happy i get to leave school three hours early. ive spent SO lo... » Continue Reading
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i was too edgy in my last post. i need to focus on the okay things. like how i love cats and losing weight and sunny days and my friends....... i actually want an asteroid to hit the earth omfg im so serious when i say that the world is such a horrible place and that someone should crucify me so that the world can be okay again.......but then again it was never good because weve been torturing peo... » Continue Reading
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i really regret not jumping off the roof of my school. it wouldve been so cool. now im nothing. ive been reduced to a normal person,,,,,i feel lobotomised. tbh i think i just wish there was something wrong with me that could make everyday less repetitive. but the reason i was on the roof was because everything is so repetitive so it makes you think hmmmmmmm.....being mentally ill was the same as h... » Continue Reading
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how would my life be different if i wasnt on twt when i was 13 you really gotta wonder what my life would be like... or how would my life be different if i didnt meet her? actually i know the answer!!! id probably be more depressed and probably wouldve gone on shedtwt anyway. anyway now im a teeny weeny bit more interesting now » Continue Reading
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