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it is very very difficult to say if i feel depressed or not and its killing me. the loml makes me soooooooooooooo happy but when i go home after school i just start crying sometimes. i keep forgetting everythign that happens to me and its pmo. if i go to therapy how am supposed to talk about anything if i cant remember anything at all.
all my memories just seem to melt into one and its so hard to distinguish one day from the other because theyre all just so repetitive.
i want to say that im happy but then i vaguely remember the day when i could barely get out of bed and wanted to kill myself. then its overwritten with memories of the summer i spent with me best friend almost 3 years ago
i remember nothing
i cannot remember my 13th birthday for the life of me. all i remember is the alan balloon i think
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CritterK
If you ever go to therapy, you don't have to talk about real events. You can just tell them your feelings, your emotions, your struggles
I wish you to get better soon🫂
unfortunately i cant even do that bc ive gaslit myself so hard i dont know what i feel ROFLLROFLROFL
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A diary might help too
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i will try!!! thank you ^^
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Brooke
Honestly keep a journal, I've been writing in one daily for like 2-3 years and it helps me remember my life. Like I have no idea what happened today one year/month/week ago but the journal sure does B) Even if you struggle to remember stuff during the day, write in it during the day too.
i might try this!!!! thanks!!!! i have lots of small notebooks and stickers waiting to be used as well
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