i wish i could watch house everyday

life is actual balls bro. fat stinky fucking balls i HATE doing this shit everyday.

i really enjoyed working at the cafe last week but now i have to go back to school. ts made me realise maybe im ok with just dropping out at 16 and working at mcdonalds. no im joking i want to be a doctor. house makes me realise how cool it would be to work as a doctor. as long as nobody throws up on me.

the only things i look forward to is seeing my hg at school and going to sleep. but even these things are getting worse. i cant sleep properly even though i do exercise to tire myself.

the ONLY TIME IM TIRED is on school days. anyyyy other day and i cannot sleep. so instead of doing my schoolwork i just sleep for 12 hours a day. but on the weekends i sleep 3 hours.

maybe its because school makes me depressed so i sleep so that i dont need to think about it.

anyway, sleeping 12 hours a day is something i take pride in.

i wish i could watch house and jerk off everyday. ts rocks!!!!!!!!

daily affirmations:

i will kiss someone soon because im a very loveable person

im not going to die

im not useless

i have a great potential and i have time to use it

im going to study at least 30 minutes everyday this week

i will shower once a day and brush my teeth twice a day

i will work out

i wont cry omw to school

i dont need therapy and nobody needs to fix anything about me because im the best

i wont drink a whole bottle of cough syrup tomorrow(cant guarantee this one)