jump!!!!!1

i really regret not jumping off the roof of my school. it wouldve been so cool. now im nothing. ive been reduced to a normal person,,,,,i feel lobotomised. tbh i think i just wish there was something wrong with me that could make everyday less repetitive. but the reason i was on the roof was because everything is so repetitive so it makes you think hmmmmmmm.....being mentally ill was the same as how it is now. everyones crazy so i just have to get with the program ig. r/im14andthisisdeep

i wish i jumped. i might not have died but maybe i couldve landed on my head and been in a coma. my life is never going to amount to much anyway. 

im mad about a boring life so i wanted to die but then i didnt die because it doesnt benefit anyone, except my boring life still isnt benefiting anyone.

lowk im so ungrateful. someone else shouldve got my life and i never shouldve been born. im scared of someone killing me but im not scared to die so if someone could hurry up with it already heh...edgy

yeah lets make this public because everyone gafs about what im posting on my spacehey blog