1. Go to the Library to read manga 2. I want to read future diary...is it good? 3. I started hare hare yukai a while ago, its a bit odd 4. Watching cringe anime while I do homework helps me stay focused. Most anime is cringe. 5. Read mange and comics for free at indigo, even if it is uncomfortable. » Continue Reading
The sun is shining and I've just finished Go Ask Alice after purchasing it only yesterday. Actually, I have been diagnosed with BPD , ASD, and ADHD this week and I am trying to grasp the concept of improvement while also the guilt of having someone pay attention to me. Even now I think, "what if I'm faking it?" Despite my suffering and endless attempts to succeed at basic tasks and accomplish my... » Continue Reading
It's been long enough that I can say this, but unfortunately us two are intrinsically connected. There are tense moments of synchronization and hypocrisy that drive me a bit confused. Is it all a coincidence or is it the result of mutual dissatisfaction? I'd be lying if I said I wasn't hoping for that; in my mind I like to think I mattered and the passing of time we shared was meaningful. That the... » Continue Reading
GOING TO EMO NIGHT TONIGHT YOU'D BETTER BET IMMA WEAR THE DARKEST EYELINER EVER AND DANCE ALL NIGHT TO POP-PUNK HITS FROM THE 2000'S!!! I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD NIGHT, ILL UPDATE LATER HOW IT WENT. ☠︎︎ » Continue Reading
As a lesbian, he is probably the only man I've ever truly loved and trusted. I am grateful I gave him a chance, but I regret all the pain I've caused him. Somehow, its not romantic attraction for me. I just feel like his cat. » Continue Reading
I'm going to be so kind that it makes the people that hate me SICK. I want to be so understanding and unreactive that nothing anyone can say will offend me. I know people are awful and they say and do awful things, but I hate them so much it comes full circle and I love them. It means a lot to be understood despite your cruelty. My emotions vary. I can hate to the death and want someone tortured ... » Continue Reading
I am progressing so well at Needy Streamer Overload!! I got so focused and played for maybe two hours..idk how long I was out for. But I cleared all 30 days and got two more achievements!!! I'm starting to really understand Ame's character, I found out exactly how to keep her alive and target achievements, so I will try to complete the game!!! I also got the NSO theme on my steam profile it looks ... » Continue Reading
THE NEW SEASON OF ARCANE JUST DROPPED!!! HOLY SHIT HOLY FUCKING SHIT. The first thing I did on the morning it released was binge the whole thing. Thank god for arcane. I don't know if anyone else really understands how incredible it is. For one, its one of the ONLY pieces of media i have EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, that has managed to decenter men and treat female characters with respect. When yo... » Continue Reading
With absolutely zero education I say all this btw. The disturbing rise in the coquette aesthetic and women and girls wanting to look "unreal" or like dolls is infantile and gross. I get that dolls are cute and its fun to dress like one, but promoting eating disorders to acheive this shape is weird because now not only are you dressing in frilly childlike dresses and acting dainty, docile, and deli... » Continue Reading
ITS SUMMER NOW AND I HAVE FINALLY STARTED MY SUMMER JOB!! I GRADUATED AND FINISHED SCHOOL AND EVERYTHING IS GOING SO WELL!! I cant wait for the usual summer events to take place, the hangouts, the parties, the sleepovers, the talking, and the SUN AND BEAUTIFUL TREES EVERYWHERE I JUST WANT TO LAY IN THEM. Working in the summer usually drains my energy, but I cant have everything i want in life, I a » Continue Reading