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What's up with things hosted on Neocities?

Category: Web, HTML, Tech

Recently all my external media taken from Neocities profiles is just not showing up. The sites themselves seem to be fine, is it a Spacehey problem? Could it be something to do with FireFox??? I've had problems like this with the browser before. Is anyone else expiriencing things like this??????????? » Continue Reading

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I need music recs!!!

Category: Music

What the title says.  You can read my fav bands in my profile but I mainly like emo, post-hardcore, metalcore, scene, electronic and nightcore. If you have a similar music taste to me and know of some underrated bands, albums, or songs, pls lmk :ppp Thanks 4 reading ^_^ xoxo » Continue Reading

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Peace

Category: Life

Most of my life I've spent trying to maintain a sense of calm. My mind has always been chaotic, I've been scared and hurt and confused and then some. In such situations I needed help, but nobody came to help me. And I was a child, all I knew how to do was manage the symptoms. Ignore it, run from it, try to forget and make myself feel better at all cost. But I've gotten a little better I suppose. M... » Continue Reading

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I feel like my dad is my step-dad

Category: Life

I don't know anyone with step-parents, but from what I've gathered from the internet I seem to feel about him in a similar way. He isn't my father, just my mom's husband.  I used to feel horrible for not loving him. When I was a kid I used to make tons of silly cards and crafts for my mom that would say things like 'Best mom in the world » Continue Reading

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Alternative subcultures and beauty standards

Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

When I was a young alternative person I was initially scared to be different at all. But online communities helped me gain confidence to be unapologetically myself. I started dressing in the silliest outfits, attempting to emulate cool people on the internet with the limited resources I had. I'd wear belts across my body and hairclips stuck to my shirts, I took out the lining of a jacket to wear a... » Continue Reading

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Phobias and thoughts on venting (and shitty blood test)

Category: Life

I just had my blood drawn. I was barely even scared, maybe, just MAYBE I'm finally getting over my trypanophobia. I have a terrible vitamin defficiency so I've been taking supplements. Hopefully it's improved, Idk what to do if it's gotten worse o_o... I just got back from my grandparents' place. We always stay there for a couple of days over holidays. It was actually really nice. They live out in... » Continue Reading

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Minecraft Movie: events and review

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

So I got back home from seeing the movie about an hour ago. I went there with a friend and we had fun ^_^ Went browsing the mall before-hand, I got myself a Fluttershy plushie! :3 I now have 3/6 of the mane 6. Since I did go to see the Minecraft movie ofc I had to deck myself out in full gear. Ender Dragon shirt, tons of MC mob bracelets, Ghast necklace, skeleton gloves. I'll post a pic on my Inst... » Continue Reading

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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

I've really been thinking about buying myself a laptop. It could be incredibly useful for all of my hobbies :D  ...and work of course, I could do school work on it...... But the hobbies are more important :3 First up, if I had a laptop I could properly edit and view my profile. Ik that TEHNICALLY I can edit the layout on my phone but who has ever heard of coding on a fucking smartphone. So I could... » Continue Reading

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Only Vampires Will Never Hurt You

Category: Writing and Poetry

Never has it left me, my fantasy of sprouting wings and flying away into the unknown, past the Earth, past the Sky, past the Universe as we know it, ending up above lands unknown; you only keep flying, it's the only way to get away from it all. The only place I've truly found solace in is my mind's fabrications, ones so beautiful and extraordinary it makes me never want to leave them.  Is that any... » Continue Reading

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Walk in the rain

Category: Life

So today was absolutely POURING!!! Right when I was walking home too!  Though it didn't bother me that much. The rain kinda grounded me. I really needed to feel something. Sometimes I spend days at a time disconnecting from reality as much as possible, what on accident, what on purpose. I suppose it's really a way I deal with things. Life's never been too kind to me (though my problems are very fi... » Continue Reading

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