"guys.... its been a month"
old enough to feel the dread in everyday life
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Category: Blogging
didn't realize until right now that a lot of the media i was consuming around the ages of 5-12 had a lot to do with vampires...... also just how much it would alter brain chemistry LOL and juss me as a person and my sense of identity and such.............. >_> like obviously when you like things as an interest, like..... y » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i fucking hate it here. im sick and im the only one who fucking cares. no groceries, so i went and got groceries, out of my own fucking pocket, even though my parents have an ebt card. these fuckers never fucking do anything. all my dad does is sit in th kitchen, on his laptop, doing his school work, IN HIS LATE 50s. i have a sore throat and its aggravating the FUCK out of me. im so sick and tir... » Continue Reading
Category: Food and Restaurants
alright let's get this bitch started. groceries are so hard for me to come up with. especially since i'm poors. 1. eggrolls 2. sausages 3. chicken 4. cereal 5. milk 6. potatos 7. broccoli 8. protein bars what else could i add, i don't really go grocery shopping » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
so... hopes i recently spoke with ヾ(>∇ » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
back on here! i am trying to figure out how to balance things in my life so i don't get burnt out. its still very hard for me to not purposefully waste my time. still need to get a job but at least [REDACTED]. my boyfriend makes sure i'm not spending too much time on there and not doing too much. gna try selling my clothes and such :3 i'll post about it again when i actually do it teehee » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I WANT TO LEARN GUITAR. I WANT TO GET INTO DANCING, LIKE A DANCE GROUP. I WANT TO BE A CHEF. RECREATIONALLY OR PROFESSIONALLY! » Continue Reading
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it is so frustrating and depressing to see the kitchen so dirty after cleaning it. my sleep schedule and routine is extremely different from the rest of my family's which means usually the times i go into the kitchen are when they are asleep already. (i'll be changing/fixing my sleep schedule soon hopefully, im naturally a night person). i go into the kitchen maybe 5 times at most. 2 on a slow day... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
recently ive been streaming & i think its been helping with my mood. its still hard to take care of myself but gaming & talking w friends & talking to chatters is so fun & i dont feel as lonely anymore. i just wish i had more irl friends atp. i wish i could physically hangout w ppl. one of my online friends invited me to some parties bc i said i was interested & ill try to see if i can actually go... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
bro im seriously about to start crying. i feel so fucking lonely and i wish i attracted people the way others do. i want friends but i dont attract them, i don't put myself out there and i feel sorry for myself. i see extroverted people and i'm like "damn that must be nice" and then i realize "they have friends bc THEY make friends with people, they don't wait around for someone to notice them" an... » Continue Reading
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i think im overly sensitive to wording. i think that the way i use words is different to how other people use words. or maybe im overthinking that part. all i know is that im sensitive to words when im triggered. not triggered in an intense way, but in a small way. i bring this up because i started feeling emotional about something specific. i like being honest with myself and with other people, ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i'm the type of person to avoid things in the way that if i know someone i like or want to get close to is already somewhere, like at a party, i won't go to the party. why? i think it's because i'm so scared of rejection and forcing myself into a situation where i might not be welcomed or make myself seem awkward/foolish or say the wrong thing that i won't even give myself the chance or possibili... » Continue Reading
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