Today is the 19th of May 2025, my last day of not being an adult. It's a weird feeling, I know nothing actually changes on the day, but it kinda feels like it. Like, I'm allowed to buy beer, I'm allowed to vote, I'm to receive centrelink payments and then pay taxes back. It's not a bad feeling per se, just a strange one. Like I don't really know what emotion I'm supposed to be feeling. Should I fe... » Continue Reading
Welp, it's soon going to be time. (MAY 20th MARK UR CALENDARS) Feels weird, not sure how I'm supposed to feel about it. Scared? Anxious? Excited? However I also know that really not all that much is going to change, like, I already act pretty independently of my parents, this is just going to be the same thing but now the government might start giving me my youth allowance for being a full time st... » Continue Reading
Well today fucking sucked I was getting by yk? I was struggling but I was surviving and even doing well in school. And then today happened. My doctor didn't give me any refills on my script for my antipsychotics so now I'm going to be without them and what I want is to go on a higher dose. And I'm not going to be able to see my gp until april!!!!. I'm suffering over here. I know I'm supposed to be... » Continue Reading
I had my first gender studies class today (okay technically the class is “language and gender” but you get the point). This class is awesome, but it’s also exhausting, I wanna do more right now but I just don’t have the energy. Normally my solution is MOAR COFFEE but my caffeine addiction is bad enough. My gf keeps trying to fix my health for me. She wants to take me to the optometrist and she wa... » Continue Reading
I’ve been saying I need to have blogs on mobile to actually get much use out of the app, and now we have that! I still probably won’t post often per se but I’ll definitely post a little more » Continue Reading
As in I was very nearly forcefully taken by the police to the psych ward. I managed to avoid that happening but I do need to see someone to figure out why I'm hallucinating. My dad and gf both think I have schizophrenia and honestly I might, oh well we stay silly :3 » Continue Reading
Copying this to blog for archival cw: vent So like, ya girl has been hallucinating like crazy and it's kinda making everything difficult, I'm doing so much worse in school, I have to put all my energy into work so that I can afford to not rely on my parents. I convinced my mum to take me to a gp to talk about things but idk when that's gonna be every ni » Continue Reading
It's very short and is more of a demo but I'm feeling a lot more comfortable with my DAW now :D Lemme know what yall think and should I make a longer version mayhaps with some real lyrics? OH! Also it does have swears in it, fair warning Listen to it on » Continue Reading
So, one thing about me is that I have an unhealthy obsession with i DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME. This morning, we finally got a bunch of news about the next album, GLOOM DIVISION. In a week or so we'll be getting the first single, WHAT LOVE? which is gonna release sometime around 1am in my timezone so I'm not sleeping :3. Here's my thoughts on the tracklist why not DOWNSIDE honestly no clue wh... » Continue Reading
I forgot to mention on here, I made a youtube video about the history of "Far Too Young to Die" You might know it from it's most recent incarnation from Panic! At the Disco. » Continue Reading
(I'm well aware there isn't a huge D&D audience on spacehey but I went to the effort of writing this I may as well post it) I feel like I've been getting a lot better at making interesting combats and I'm starting to create a formula for it so here are a few tips. Stakes There's a section in the Call of Cthulhu 7th edition keeper rulebook that mentions that in that ruleset, any time dice are rolle... » Continue Reading
So over the weekend I stayed at a friends house and watched all of Helluva Boss, the last three episodes of The Owl House, The Mario Movie, and Honor among thieves. Helluva boss is really good, I found myself really feeling for Stolas, I love his story and want to see how that goes. I also loved Octavia because she was both relatable and very gender. The Mario Movie was pretty much what I expected... » Continue Reading