Good morning my friends. i am delighted to find that my class today is cancelled. BOOOYAAAH!!! me when ive been locked in my house for the past 5 days already: O_O its ok. im going to use this opportunity to bust down on some serious academics today serious style. yesterday i had to bust my ass soo hard to complete stuff that i could have finished a long time ago. i just dont know how to control m... » Continue Reading
7:20 am my cat pukes on my bed side table 7:22 my cat pukes on my floor 7:30 theres glass all overthe floor? sweep it? 7:35 spill water all over my bedside table 7:40 no more paper towels 7:48 (current) grinding out my project before its due (11:30 AM) its gona be a good one brothas!!!!!!!! excited for girl dinner tonight » Continue Reading
hi guys:) so im gona try and catch up on my writevember now that the big surpise is over!! I had such a good time at my oozys birthday party. I am so lucky to be with her as she completes her 22nd year. It made me so happy to see her as happy as she was. I could feel the love radiating from her and im just so lucky that I got to take part in it. i am truly so grateful that everything in my life ha... » Continue Reading
I MISSED WRITING ON SPACEHEY and im so excited to start again. im just sitting down at my dining room table with my beloved friends. just ate some pazta thanks to the misses, and i ate the rest of my divorce pudding (so delicious). i went to school today and it felt like i was hardly there. thankful for my friends and thankful to be living in this beautiful orange november month with so much ahead... » Continue Reading
my house feels like my childhood church and it smells the same of wood and it is creaky like the pews and it feels like breathing in candle smoke and stained glass and that special green upholstery and i dont want to leave and i will never leave i will always be here when i close my eyes » Continue Reading
hai! today i am going to be alone and im going to do a few things. first of all im going to apply to a couple furniture stores because the job search has concluded i think. gonna drive me mums car ALONE for the first time today to buy some hair dye. :D i was thinking of calling june JUST DO IT JUNE and every day do something ive been putting off! today its applying to a retail job. tomorrow maybe ... » Continue Reading
hey bitches i am sitting down at my dining table. im gona clean the house today more specifically my room. really should get started on that spring cleaning. havent seen any luck in my job search i think i might apply to my last resort job. that feels kinda shitty. im also going to wash my hair. looking forward to seeing my friends tomorrow and the day after :) im grateful to have shit nothing to ... » Continue Reading
i looked up at the top of my apple tree while taking deep belly breaths and i noticed again how beautiful the leaves look vibrating in the wind clinging onto the strong structure of the tree. immediately i thought of living things as leaves shaking in uncertainty, conntected perhaps unknowingly to something so much stronger than ourselves. ive also been thinking about motherhood and how sad it is.... » Continue Reading
today i watched youtube videos (ok. purely rose and rosie)for 6 hours and had a phone "interview" with a local flooring retailer. i was mindful about not pulling dafuq out of my shoulder again. honestly was not too mindful today but had an awesome morning with my babyboo followed by youtube poison. will try harder next time.. greatful for my relaxed day, greatful for the book im going to read to f... » Continue Reading
mindful may day 8: i picked mustard for my friends and thought carefully about the leaves mindful may day 9: i looked out at the lake and saw how the view across the water was so beautiful. i looked at baby goslings and appreciated their silky baby feathers im greatful for the amazing day i had with my sweet baby kata. it could not have been a better day. shes making soup for us in the kitchen and... » Continue Reading
hi:) just want to share i have had a really good day so far with my beloved. we had a nice chill morning and then we went to the beach to collect seaglass which i enjoyed. didnt actually know what it was until today cuz i dont know very many things at all and thats what keeps me young. it was really nice being by the water listening to the waves crash. its really nice that no matter who you are or... » Continue Reading