writevember #6 good morning

Good morning my friends. i am delighted to find that my class today is cancelled. BOOOYAAAH!!! me when ive been locked in my house for the past 5 days already: O_O

its ok. im going to use this opportunity to bust down on some serious academics today serious style. yesterday i had to bust my ass soo hard to complete stuff that i could have finished a long time ago. i just dont know how to control my mind.. it used to be easier for me. i think that coming to the realization that this program is not for me, and knowing that ive been making it work all these years thus far has put a wrench in my determination to stay on top of things. I'm really glad im almost done though. i am really looking forward to working for a year and figuring out what i want to invest some real time and money into so i can grow up and make money and buy a warm house and my wife all the almond butter she could ask for. i literally just woke up and im in a daze. but thats whats on my mind right now. i want to go to cosmetology school. thats what i was aiming for before i decided on interior design on a whim. that makes me laugh and laugh and laugh. ok but for real. its a beautiful fall day oh yeah. and we are diving into the heart of november. its one of  the most gut wrenching times of year where going outside sucks but its undeniably beautiful like a cold barren desert so yeah thumbs up for that.