may 5th nice day

hi:) just want to share i have had a really good day so far with my beloved. we had a nice chill morning and then we went to the beach to collect seaglass which i enjoyed. didnt actually know what it was until today cuz i dont know very many things at all and thats what keeps me young. it was really nice being by the water listening to the waves crash. its really nice that no matter who you are or what you value, you cant really go to the beach without noticing how beautiful it is. its so introspective in nature and id love to explore in writing why that is. i think it has to do with the soft hum of the water and being able to look out really really far. today i felt the sand with my fingers and tried to notice each little grain. i looked at the rocks with intention. 

today im going to try and touch up my 3d model from 3rd semester and hopefully it will be good enough to post on my portfolio. then i think ill go out tonight :) i love being unemployed