✩₊˚.⋆𓆝 about me 𓆞⋆.˚₊✩⋆ ⋆ my name's will or rustin ! i dont mind nicknames ⋆ he/him ⋆ bday is april 11th, im 17 ⋆ infj 5w6 melancholic rloei ili sp/sx ⋆ i loveeee horror, animals/nature, criminology, psychology, forensics, and music! ⋆ feel free 2 shoot me an im, my disc is highonhorror if u want to contact me there! ✩₊˚.⋆𓆝 before you interact 𓆞⋆.˚₊✩⋆ ⋆ im not the best at responding to peopl » Continue Reading
the party was good...one issue though. we went to this guy's house, who i have a bad history with in the past, but him and i are both over it (it's just my friends who still hate him). another guy who was there texted this girl i was with when we went on a drive to go do something, telling her that i couldn't be there. i went in anyways and asked the host if i was unwelcome, he said no, and so i w... » Continue Reading
before i begin, i want to say one thing: having little-to-no empathy is not a bad thing , especially in relation to medical conditions (e.g., personality disorders)! empathy, sympathy, and compassion are all different things that every individual has varying levels of. with that said... something i've noticed on the internet, especially in the recent years, is how apathy is promoted through variou... » Continue Reading
i've been worried over the possibility that my "friends" may harm me in some way. we got into this fight kind of, and yesterday we rekindled (the dispute lasted a few months), but...when i was sitting in their car, i felt a distinct sense of worry. i read into every expression, every twitch of the eye, every small movement. but here's the thing: i don't think they, generally, are capable of someth... » Continue Reading
oh, lord! i need to talk about this fish! i have no where else to howl out my praises. behold, dear stranger, the gar fish! this beautiful creature... it's an alligator gar! i enjoy longnose and alligator gars the best. i'm no fish expert, but i did want to share the gar fi » Continue Reading
" your breath is in my face my heart is bruised by your whiskey stains you're drifting, you're so easily drifting still your hands are full of wishes " so, for background, i'm a budding writer. i haven't written anything and published it yet (nor shown it to any social media platforms), i mostly just compose stories (and have been composing stories) for myself over the course of several years. i'm... » Continue Reading
so, i was just thinking of something! everything is living, i think, and contributes to the greater consciousness of our world and the brother worlds (infinite layers, stretching out into forever, with slight death-loops trapped in between the layers). i don't need to get into that, really. i just want to say to be kind to pinecones and bugs, since they are the ones with the greatest lives we don'... » Continue Reading
today, i wanted to talk about love - it's been on my mind so much! love, love, love. i saw a man in the mirror. he was a silhouette, and i couldn't make out anything on his face save for one heavy-lidded eye. he had broad shoulders, which reminded me of my dad in a way. that's what i thought when i saw the man ("he looks like my dad, sorta-kinda"). he was trying to seem small, curled in on himself... » Continue Reading