paranoia or intuition?

i've been worried over the possibility that my "friends" may harm me in some way. we got into this fight kind of, and yesterday we rekindled (the dispute lasted a few months), but...when i was sitting in their car, i felt a distinct sense of worry. i read into every expression, every twitch of the eye, every small movement. but here's the thing: i don't think they, generally, are capable of something like that. the thought still crosses my mind, though. 

i'm going to a party with them tomorrow. i'll try and keep myself safe - even if i am just being overly suspicious. 

-W