I'm back again !! Many things, many many things are happening. September is a big month for me, I find out from my first pick university if they're offering me early entry (I get a second chance if not, but still!) My brother's kid is born, and I become an uncle!!!! I graduate highschool (still have my final exams to sit but no more highschool) I signed up for a gym membership today, and I finish... » Continue Reading
This one’s less specific than my usual posts, cause there’s a bit to talk about. I dyed my hair back to brown from the bright green for world’s greatest shave. My birthday is on Sunday, so I have basically just 2 days left of being a child T^T (I might get into investing, it’s an option with my bank when I turn 18…) but I get to drink wine with my great aunts and some other extended family (I dont... » Continue Reading
I’ve put in all the applications that are open before August, and now it’s time to wait I won’t hear back from most of them until December, some of them earlier, it’s terrifying tho tbh. Like all my future hinges on everything I do this year and I’ve put what I want to do, and all that’s left is to wait » Continue Reading
Which, if anyone reading this knows me, is weird asf. Mainly because before my current group of friends I had a pretty consistent pattern of how I would make and keep friends. Basically, I would make 1 to 4 irl friends, maximum, and then I would hang out with them at school, and outside of school every couple of weeks. And those friendships would last me probably half a year on average. And then I... » Continue Reading
Did my first of a bunch of driving lessons to get my hours up and get my license. It went well considering I haven’t driven in a year, and before that I had only 7 hour of actual driving time. Also for those who have no idea what I mean about getting my hours up to get my license, where I live you get a learners permit and have to drive 120 hours total to get your first provisional license, then m... » Continue Reading
I post all my art on instagram (follow me at @truxiferous.art if you want to see it, I drew my pfp, and I draw random little creatures and things I think of, although my posting is all over the place cause of other commitments) But a) I miss having a bit of a community on places like deviantart and amino (I was definitely too young to be in places like that, but it helped my art to be posting a ... » Continue Reading
I'm quite literally only writing this blog post to procrastinate from doing study I don't want to do. But like, it's weird, I can sit there and watch random "study with me!" videos, and "how to stop procrastinating" and whatever other productivity focused videos, and feel so motivated to start on the stuff I have to do and then two seconds later I feel dead tired. Or I go "even if I'm tired I'm go... » Continue Reading
I want to buy so many things!!!! - Energy drinks and ham and cheese croissants every morning - A pocket notebook sleeve with refillable pages - A hand-held sewing machine - so many new clothes - a new stick of RAM so I can run more minecraft mods on my laptop - coin master spins (gambling but I never actually win the money back T-T) - More mushroom farms (I literally have a diy grow kit growing in... » Continue Reading
Easily distracted for 5 months But I’m back, I have some projects in the works, Be ready for a devlog to be added to my website for a game I’ve been working on (if I don’t fall off the face of the earth again) I’ve just been getting into a pretty hectic year, I turn 18 in a month, graduate at the end of the year, and I’m back to try and put my energy somewhere into the endless void of the web that... » Continue Reading
Title says it, my friend is into tarot cards! And honestly it's got me thinking about my own spirituality again. They were doing readings for our other friends, and I butted in a lot. I feel a little bad about it, but I don't like when people just read the definitions of the cards and then take everything as literal as possible. I believe in tarot cards with the mindset of them being a tool for se... » Continue Reading
Who am I, who are you? I think these are the first questions people ask themselves when they meet someone new for the first time. And they're extremely important questions, interesting questions. Because what are we asking when we ask that? Who am I, what do you see when you look at me, what do you think when you think about me, what do you feel about me. Who are you, what do I see when I look at ... » Continue Reading
I haven't been in here in a bit, life got in the way after I had all the good intentions for this blog, my website, etc. But something struck me recently, and I was sort of trying to put it into words in the moment because I thought I'll lose the thoughts if I don't. Funnily enough I did, but there's a blackout poetry-esque appeal to the scattered thoughts I had left. So as a compromise for gettin... » Continue Reading